Elmo's World

Bullshit

2012-01-21T13:58:00.001+08:00

I think I'm a hooker as I was called a bitch! Things changed, the man is having a fucking temper. Maybe all are the same, protecting the youngest of all..

I was taught to be a filial children since I was young. I always thought in mind, I must put them as priority but neither them put us as priority!! Not one of them.

Work together to clean up is another way to strengthen the relationship, IT'S NOT BEING CALCULATIVE!! nobody understand this simple fucking philosophy! Not all senior are so damn right. Not all!

In N years back, I said I do not want to be a burden for the family, i wanna start working and earn money!! and what i got? A big tight slap out of nothing and just landed on my face!!!! since young, I told myself I must work hard and earn a lot of money so my family have a good life. Now, the youngest think he getting the money for his daily expenses and electronic devices from us is a 'should happen' things! When this happened, he won't know how to appreciate. Spend money like the money will never finish!

I remember so well when I was 19, my family is doing so bad that we need to work part time during the weekend to earn some money for everyday meal. I only have rm0.10 left. But I face it positively, and I'm glad I have my good friends around that time. Up to today, I never once ask a single cent from
My parents to buy anything unless they offer!! Never!!!

Now generation change! The youngest always ask for money to buy this and that and the request is granted! Last time when I wanted a phone so much, I save and buy by myself! Worst still, he have ptptn money and he always not enough! This Is called spoilt kid!!

I am not trying to be rebellious, but since non of them know how to appreciate, just let it be. People only know how to defend the youngest! Leg pain etc are excuses! Before he was injured, what is he doing??? Gaming! Locking the door most of the time as if it's a hotel!!

Besides 'luxury' goods, we were not given a call or an SMS! All calls come with a reason behind it. What relation is this?? Friends? If friend, I don't think I will give a damn on him!

Every time at home, I was trying to help out, and to lessen their work. Since I'm still young and strong enough to do all these. But in the end, what I got?? We were given a fucking remark- dont think you have income power already and you can act that way ! And I will be asking myself- why am I doing something stupid that people don't appreciate at all?
If I'm a bitch, then let it be.. Whatever you wanna cal, as long you are happy!
I told my self I must be strong and I shouldn't cry for all these nonsense!!!
It's a waste of my tears and emotion!!

Every Cny also must have some argument, I'm so sick at it!

Another lunch!

2012-01-19T18:54:00.001+08:00

This time is from his own pocket money! Mr Lim SA! It's an appreciation towards our hardwork for the Mooncake Festival Sales last year!
This is my second time Lou Shang!
Love it whenever I hear them shouting out loud the wishes and hope! Haha

We also had 发菜 which means 发财！哈哈 with abalone !

Year of the Water Dragon 2012 - know yourself!

2012-01-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

RAT

Born in 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996 and 2008

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Ox
Compatible Animal Signs – Rat, Dragon and Monkey
Conflict Animal Sign – Horse

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Rat is that he/she is optimistic, gentle, wise, intelligent, intuitive, a self starter, helpful, active, sociable, honest, full of energy and self confidence. An artistic person who has a keen sense of the surroundings and can develop keen intuition with proper guidance.

There are many “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) and only two “Lucky Stars” (吉星) on your side this year. There will be many difficult paths and barriers waiting ahead for you to concur. Although you have a great number of “Disastrous Stars” (凶星), you still can make the best out of the worst if you plan and execute carefully. Learn to endure and work against all odds, you can still make it big this year. Stay positive and you will have a few “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you along the way to help you defend against some “Xiao Ren” (小人) who are plotting to harm you.

For this year, it is advisable that you take a step back and look thoroughly before you make your move. The best thing to do is to avoid direct confrontation, do not be too quick in your words, and think carefully before you act. Beware of your speech and actions because it will create a big stir and the repercussions will be disastrous if you are not careful. Your Personal and Career luck will fluctuate a lot this year and affecting the way you think and react to situations around you.

When it comes to Love Life issues this year, you have to take serious considerations over the issues between you and your loved one; otherwise, you will be caught in serious problems pertaining to relationship. Quarrels between spouse and family members will increase, thus you have to stay calm and think of the bigger picture before sharing your frank opinions. Your health is not too good and you tend to be easily fall prey to flu and sorethroat. Do take care, rest well and be alert in order to prevent stress, sickness and accidents from happening. Try to avoid water related activities for this year.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Bad
May – Auspicious
August – Bad
November – Bad
March – Bad
June – Bad
September – Good
December – Auspicious
April – Normal
July – Good
October – Good
January – Auspicious

1936
Lead a simple life and you will be happy. Accident Prone Year
1948
Many Disastrous Stars, Health issues – especially Respiratory problems
1960
Many Disastrous Stars, beware of Legal Matters and loss of fortune
1972
Unstable Career or Business, many Xiao Ren. Do not be forceful, win by wisdom
1984
Love Life unstable, many Xiao Ren and quarrels. Stay calm and don’t be implusive

Born in 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997 and 2009

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Rat
Compatible Animal Signs – Ox, Rooster and Snake
Conflict Animal Sign – Goat

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Ox is that he/she is very honest, trustworthy, hard working; has a strong sense of integrity and strong willed. This person is a very good worker as well as one who depends on his/her own strength and capability to earn success and recognition.

Congratulations! You would be blessed with many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) that demonstrate excellence, with just one or two “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) following through. However, the many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) will be more than enough to prevent the disastrous ones from doing any major harm to you. This is a year of vibrancy and opportunities if you can stay calm and focused without being overwhelmed by the greed of success. Stay in low profil, talk lesser and listen/observe more, so that you will not get yourself caught in the political whirlpool.

Thus with the help of these shining stars, you would benefit in career development, maybe even looking forward to a career change or starting of your own business and even reaping great returns in your current business or investments. For students, you will have a chance of passing your exams with flying colours if you put in your heart and soul into your studies.

Health is not optimal this year, beware illness that will fall upon you, thus seek early treatments before it becomes too serious to handle. Control your diet and have enough sleep, avoid excessive drinking.
This is a good year for lots of action and happening in your Love Life. The married would have a happy harmonious relationship with the spouse including the whole family. The attached would be able to have joyous relationship with the partner. The minor quarrels and disagreements would not be disastrous but help to strengthen the ties. As for the singles, there would be chance to establish a relationship or even tie the nuptial knot.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Normal
August – Bad
November – Bad
March – Bad
June – Auspicious
September – Auspicious
December – Good
April – Bad
July – Auspicious
October – Normal
January - Good

1937
Very Auspicious, However must be Emotionally stable in order to maintain Good Health
1949
Auspicious, avoid excessive drinking, control temper and resolve issues peacefully
1961
Very Auspicious, However be vigilant will have loss of fortune due to carelessness
1973
Opportunity in Career or Business, build up contacts and networking
1985
Good career advancement. Love Life vibrancy with wedding bells chiming away, avoid excessive drinking.

TIGER

Born in 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986 and 1998

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Pig
Compatible Animal Signs – Tiger, Dog and Horse
Conflict Animal Sign – Monkey

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Tiger is that he/she is very Independent, Ambitious, Adventurous, Sharp and Practical. This person is likely to work abroad if given a chance. Although he/she likes being a Lone Ranger most of the time because of the high level of independence and ambition, there is no way he/she will give in to others until the last breath or submit without giving a good fight.

There are many “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) and only very few “Lucky Stars” (吉星) on your side this year. There will be many difficult paths and barriers waiting ahead for you to concur. Although you have a great number of “Disastrous Stars” (凶星), you still can make the best out of the worst if you plan and execute carefully. Learn to endure and work against all odds, you can still make it big this year. Stay positive and you will have a few “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you along the way.

You are in a disadvantage position this year, so the best is to endure and find your way out using your wits rather than direct confrontation. In direct confrontation, you might win on the surface initially, but ultimately, you will be the one who lose out in the long run. Although there will be some “Benefactors” (贵人) to give you the support and advices, you still have to be careful and strike only when the time is right. Do not be too hasty in decision making for major issues. Take a few step back and see the bigger picture. Build up a good relationship with fellow colleagues and clients. Gain their respects through your humbleness; this will help you in crossing hurdles and preventing animosity or jealousy from any competition in your office or business.

Love Life will experience minor hiccups this year, thus it would be good to lower down your pride and discuss calmly with your partner to settle relationship issues with a clear mind. Do not be overly stressed as it will affect your health status, give yourself some space to breath easily and relax your mind.

Health is poor this year and you are more prone to accidents this year, thus one way is to do some blood donation and the other way is to help others by donating more frequently but within your means.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Normal
May – Good
August – Normal
November – Bad
March – Good
June – Normal
September – Normal
December – Bad
April – Bad
July – Good
October – Normal
January - Bad

1938
Poor Health and down in luck
1950
Disastrous with complication in relationship issues and poor Health. Rest more
1962
Work related issues, avoid overwork and stress. Control temper
1974
Beware and avoid all dangerous sports and places. Poor Health and lose money
1986
Relationship issues, don’t be too self centred, avoid speech/actions that will hurt others.

RABBIT

Born in 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987 and 1999

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Dog
Compatible Animal Signs – Rabbit, Pig and Goat
Conflict Animal Sign – Rooster

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Rabbit is that he/she is very sensitive, gentle, optimistic, meticulous and alert. He/she is also a joyous person who enjoys the peace and serenity in life. A kind hearted person, who is well liked by many people and able to gain never ending assistance throughout the whole life.

This person will be a natural good leader because of the capability to gain respect from others instead of demanding for it. However, being too over sensitive will lead to insecurity, lack of confidence and suspiciousness of others. Try to be more relaxed whenever possible and try not to be stressed up by over sensitive reactions.

This will be a relatively good year for you as compared to last year. There are many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year. You might have a chance to experience new challenges this year and you have the "Benefactors" (贵人) that will go head on to solve the problems one by one and help you to clear your path. However, you have to listen to their advices and try not to be too hard headed. Being too stubborn all the time will lead you nowhere except trouble.

For Love Life, if you are still single, your opportunity has come and you will most likely meet your loved one, if you have not got married last year, do not let this opportunity slips away. However for those who are already married, you have to be wary of the “Tao Hua Star” (桃花). Do take note not to be too involved in entertainment or after office hour activities with the opposite sex or it will affect your family life.

Please note that you must take very good care of your health this year, especially for those who are already under medication. Do remember to take your medication on time and go for your medical checkups without fail. Avoid over exerting yourself, excessive alcohol and night life, it will not do you good. Find time to rest and relax with your family and loved ones, take a short trip or learn meditation, it will be good for enhancing your physical and mental health.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Normal
May – Good
August – Good
November – Normal
March – Bad
June – Auspicious
September – Normal
December – Normal
April – Good
July – Bad
October – Bad
January - Good

1939
Poor Health. Do not eat excessively and choose more healthy food
1951
Control your emotions to avoid hurting your beloved ones. Don’t over spend
1963
Career/business luck is good, beware of Tao Hua (桃花) and excessive drinking
1975
Career/business luck is good, build up networking. Take care of Health
1987
Auspicious career/business luck, beware of Tao Hua (桃花). Work hard and be rewarded

DRAGON

Born in 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988 and 2000

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Rooster
Compatible Animal Signs – Dragon, Rat and Monkey
Conflict Animal Sign – Dog

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Dragon is that he/she is powerful, intelligent, knowledgeable, sharp, meticulous, a leader, independent, ambitious, adventurous, and a practical person. A very powerful Character that has great potential of fortune and success, often outshining others easily.

As the Dragon will conflict with “Tai Sui” (太岁) in 2011, there is a need to pray to “Tai Sui” (太岁) for health and good fortune, and also to be safe by avoiding misfortunes. There are more “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) than “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year. Career and business wise will be quite rough this year, it is best to avoid interfering into others’ affairs or problems. Your Personal and Career luck will fluctuate a lot this year and affecting the way you think and react to situations around you. Stay focused on your own career or business development and everything will be fine. Take note of the details when signing any contracts or official documents. Also try your best not to be involved in any mediation for others’ problems; staying out of it will be good for you

Thus, do stay in low profile or you will invite lots of “Xiao Ren” (小人) who will plot against you. For this year, it is advisable that you take a step back and look thoroughly before you make your move. Calm yourself down and exercise your Intelligence and Power to come up with Win Win Solutions to turn the situation from unfavourable to favourable. If possible, try to avoid big investments or businesses because you will not have big gains in terms of profits for this year. Also avoid becoming a guarantor and be careful when dealing with financial issues, especially signing of documents.

Love Life for this year is not too smooth, you also have to settle certain family related issues and the best way to resolve it will be sitting down with them and talk things out calmly.

Health is not good, be careful as you will be more prone to be injured in minor accidents, thus keep an extra lookout when you are operating machineries, driving or crossing the road. Do not speed or drive rashly. Take extra caution when handling sharp objects

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Bad
May – Bad
August – Normal
November – Auspicious
March – Bad
June – Auspicious
September – Normal
December – Bad
April – Good
July – Bad
October – Bad
January - Bad

1940
Poor Health and accident prone. Do not eat excessively and choose more healthy food
1952
Control your temper to avoid hurting your beloved ones. Take care of Health
1964
Accident prone and be careful when handling sharp objects. Stay low profile
1976
Accident prone. Career not smooth. Think before speech to avoid hurting others
1988
Emotional fluctuation and more quarrels. Career changes/unstable. Stay calm and focused

SNAKE

Born in 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989 and 2001

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Monkey
Compatible Animal Signs – Snake, Rooster and Cow
Conflict Animal Sign – Pig

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Snake is that he/she is very Wise, Intelligent, Flexible, Attractive, Romantic, Helpful, Humorous, Charming, Knowledgeable, Mysterious, Mild Tempered, and Good Mannered.

Although you might be Pessimistic, too Money Minded, Low Profile, Withdrawn and In Deep Thoughts at times, hence giving others an impression that you are cold and mysterious during initial meetings with them. However, they will trust and respect you in no time once they get to know you better.

Good news for all of you, this will be a good year for you as there are many “Lucky” Stars (吉星) surrounding you this year, although there will be some “Disastrous” Stars (凶星) around; they are too little to create any great damages. There will still be some minor hiccups here and there; however, you will be able to see the sky as the clouds are dispersing fast. The “Lucky Stars” (吉星) will be more than enough to prevent the disastrous ones from doing any major harm to you. Try to enhance the support and trust from the people around you; they are crucial to your success. Keep your blunt comments to yourself because they will hurt the people around you and turn them against you. Once you know who are the “Benefactors” (贵人) are, you must not let these people slip away.

For Love Life, if you are still single, your opportunity has come and you will most likely meet your loved one, if you have not got married last year, do not let this opportunity slips away. However for those who are already married, you have to be wary of the “Tao Hua Star” (桃花). Do take note not to be too involved in entertainment or after office hour activities with the opposite sex or it will affect your family life.

Compared to last year, there is an improvement in the health status for you this year. In order to maintain or improve your health status, you should continue living a healthy lifestyle and take care of your health by having enough rest.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Normal
August – Auspicious
November – Bad
March – Bad
June – Good
September – Auspicious
December – Good
April – Good
July – Bad
October – Bad
January - Auspicious

1941
Luck is good but be careful of loss of Fortune due to theft. Health is normal
1953
Luck is not bad. Maintain the romance in your love life and avoid unhealthy eating habits
1965
Career/Business luck is good. Work on the human relation issue and listen to others
1977
Auspicious year for career/business. Put differences aside and work as a team. Beware of Tao Hua (桃花) that will destroy everything that you have built.
1989
Beware of Tao Hua (桃花), if used positively, you have chance to find your loved one

HORSE

Born in 1930, 1942, 1954, 1966, 1978, 1990 and 2002

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Goat
Compatible Animal Signs – Horse, Dog and Tiger
Conflict Animal Sign – Rat

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Horse is that he/she is very Influential, Independent, Brave, Adventurous and dare to take high risk. A friendly person with an open heart and will have lots of friends. The person has the burning desire to succeed and always tries to stay ahead of competition.
However, the person is also Stubborn and affect by mood swings, thus, sometimes may not want to complete the tasks that were started by him/her. At times, the person is Careless and very straight forward in his thoughts and speeches, which may hurt others indirectly. The person usually does not plan in details and just act according to the compulsion and gut feelings.

This year is worst than last year because you are surrounded by many “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) and only a few “Lucky Stars” (吉星) to deflect that bad ones. Career and business wise will be quite rough, it is best to avoid interfering into others’ affairs or problems. You would really need to stand your ground instead of trying to win all the wars. Sometimes, it is best to do nothing when faced with a difficult situation and let it pass by naturally instead of cracking the brain to try and solve it. Trying to solve everything might sometimes make it worst because not everything will have an immediate solution to it. Stay positive and you will have a few “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you along the way to help you defend against some “Xiao Ren” (小人) who are plotting to harm you.

For your Love Life this year, there might be some hiccups here and there, thus you have to find the best way to resolve it amicably. Plan for an overseas trip to catch up with one another, issues are easier to resolve when both are in a relaxed mode.

Health is normal, be careful as you will be more prone to be injured in minor accidents, thus keep an extra lookout when you are operating machineries, driving or crossing the road. Do not speed or drive rashly.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Bad
August – Normal
November – Good
March – Bad
June – Bad
September – Bad
December – Good
April – Good
July – Good
October – Good
January - Auspicious

1942
Accident prone and might lose money to deflect disasters
1954
Do not try any high risks activities out of personal ego that might end up harming yourself
1966
Career/Business and Love luck is not good. Handle the issues one by one and be focused
1978
Career/Business, Love Luck and Health poor. Work extra hard and be more careful.
1990
Work hard at work and at school, everything will be fine.

GOAT

Born in 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991 and 2003

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Horse
Compatible Animal Signs – Goat, Rabbit and Pig
Conflict Animal Sign – Cow

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Goat is that he/she Elegant, Gentle, Caring, Faithful, Down To Earth, Hardworking, Sure-Footed and Honest person. The person is also very Artistic, Innovative and full of fighting spirit in whatever he/she does. However, the person is often Stubborn, Inflexible and Hard Headed, he/she will not submit to anyone unless being very sure that it is worth the effort to listen.

The person is gifted with success in whatever he/she does; especially with the guidance of the Wise Man. However, there is a need to be able to be open to positive feedbacks and willingness to learn from others.

There are many “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) but also a lot of “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year. You will have many “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you tackle the Xiao Ren (小人) this year, making it a clear path for you to walk the road to success. However, you must not be too proud or selfish or your “Benefactors” (贵人) will stop helping you or might even turn against you. Don’t take things for granted, once you lose the trust and support, you will have yourself to be blamed. Most importantly you need to be aware that others might cheat your money and see carefully to avoid being tricked into scams which will result in you losing your hard earned savings.

Love Life will not have any significant changes except for minor quarrels, remember the golden word “Endurance”, do find time for your family and loved ones to build the bond. They are your real treasure and mental support in times of crisis.
Physical health is not much of an issue as your love for sports and balanced diet will keep you as fit as a fiddle. However, mental health will be the most crucial, learn to relax and let go of your pride and try to be more receptive to others’ comments. This will lower your unnecessary mental stress.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Bad
August – Normal
November – Good
March – Bad
June – Bad
September – Bad
December – Good
April – Good
July – Good
October – Good
January - Auspicious

1943
Take care of Health and exercise your limbs more
1955
Luck is normal, thus don’t push it too far. Don’t gamble too much to avoid disappointment
1967
Career/Business is normal. Don’t trust others too much or you will lose your money
1979
Career change and Business start up should be avoided unless you have 100% confidence
1991
Learn to control your emotions and slow down your reaction speed towards everything

MONKEY

Born in 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992 and 2004

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Snake
Compatible Animal Signs – Monkey, Dragon and Rat
Conflict Animal Sign – Tiger

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Monkey is that he/she is very Intelligent, Charismatic, Attractive, Lively, Witty, Innovative, Meticulous, Planner and a good Problem Solver. This person has a high level of endurance power and able to turn adverse situations around to become advantages to him/her. This person can be a great leader who will have many friends or “Benefactors” to help him/her throughout his/her life. However, there is need to note that the person is easily contented with the little achievements and tend to slacken once he/she sees some small results. The person needs to exercise his/her strengths to the limits in order to reap the fruits of success.

There are more “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) than “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year, thus, you need to stay calm and focused, yet flexible when handling human related issues as well as problems because there will be an increase in the number of quarrels this year. You have to think out of the box, be fast and creative if you wish to succeed. There will be many difficult paths and barriers waiting ahead for you to concur. Although you have a great number of “Disastrous Stars” (凶星), you still can make the best out of the worst if you plan and execute carefully. Learn to make full use of your auspicious months or when you know that luck is on your side, you can still make this year a good one. Use your intelligence to garner “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you along the way to help you defend against some “Xiao Ren” (小人) from causing serious damages. Wealth is not so favorable, thus, should save up more and spend less.

Fortunately, the “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) will not impact on your love life. The love aspect goes on as per normal for both the married and attached, hence, maintaining healthy relationship is the best option. The married would enjoy harmonious relationship with the spouse. The attached would be able to have fostered relationship with the partner.

Health status for you this year is good. In order to maintain your health status, you should continue living a healthy lifestyle and take care of your health by having enough rest.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Normal
May – Auspicious
August – Good
November – Bad
March – Good
June – Auspicious
September – Auspicious
December – Normal
April – Bad
July – Bad
October – Normal
January - Auspicious

1944
Health and luck is not bad, do maintain and eat more fruits
1956
Luck is normal, thus don’t push it too far. Don’t gamble too much to avoid disappointment
1968
Career/Business is not smooth. Beware of office politics which will affect you adversely
1980
Career/Business will have lots of hindrance. Treat your loved ones with more love
1992
Love life is not smooth. Control your temper to avoid hurting your beloved ones.

ROOSTER

Born in 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993 and 2005

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Dragon
Compatible Animal Signs – Rooster, Cow and Snake
Conflict Animal Sign – Rabbit

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Rooster is that he/she is very Sensitive, Intuitive, Alert, High Integrity, Intelligent, Lively, Kind Hearted, Charismatic, Humorous, Attractive, Caring and Helpful. This person is also very sensitive to the surroundings and also others’ feelings around him/her. Being too sensitive at times will result in the person getting hurt easily when it could be avoided.

He/she has an own set of unique standard and holds very high expectations of self as well as others. In the midst of having such high expectations, he/she becomes more pushy and grumpy at times. The person might be too high and mighty, boasting of oneself when they get too carried away. Try to lay back and relax more; also do take in others’ ideas and fine tune yourself for the better.

The forecast for you would be smoother than the previous year. You would be blessed with many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) that demonstrate excellence but there would be a small group of “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) as well. However, the many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) and “Benefactors” (贵人) will clear your path for you. With the help of these shining stars, you would benefit in career development, maybe even looking forward to a career change or starting of your own business and even reaping great returns in your current business, expansion or investments. “Wealth Star” (财星) is shining brightly around you, Look out for all kinds of luck coming from all directions!

Being a careful person with good judgmental skills, you will be able to build very strong foundations in your career and family. However, do be careful to avoid being too practical and realistic that you lose your personal touch as well as true hearted friends.

For Love Life, if you are single, your opportunity has come and you will most likely meet your loved one. For those who are married, you will have a good time with your family.
This year although the “Sickness Star” (病符星) is around you, it is not a big issue. The general health for this year would be fine. A note of caution is that one may experience insufficient sleep and inability to concentrate well in the day.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Normal
August – Auspicious
November – Normal
March – Bad
June – Bad
September – Bad
December – Normal
April – Auspicious
July – Good
October – Good

January - Auspicious
1945
Auspicious Luck from all directions, need to maintain healthy.
1957
Auspicious Luck and good chance for investments with good returns.
1969
Very Auspicious and successful year, reaping good results. Beware 3rd party intruder
1981
Career/Business will have some minor hiccups although this year is Auspicious
1993
Career/Business will be a bit unstable but will have “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you

DOG

Born in 1934, 1946, 1958, 1970, 1982, 1994 and 2006

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Rabbit
Compatible Animal Signs – Dog, Horse and Tiger
Conflict Animal Sign – Dragon

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Dog is that he/she is Righteous, Loyal, Strong Character, Leadership Qualities, Decision Maker, Honest, Integrity, and Witty. He/she is a person who dares to stand up for their own actions and will not push it to others.

Once the respect is gained from the person, he/she will give his /her hundred percent supports to the one whom they respect. However, this person will also tend to be picky at times and find fault with others’ weakness. Being too trusting to others will also result in being cheated or made used of. This person will experience occasional and sudden mood swings and may get deeply affected by it at times. During this period of time, the person would lose his/her ability to judge or make decisions correctly. Given an opportunity to follow the guidance of the elderly and wise man, this person will stand to gain the most and become a very successful person in no time.

There are many “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) and only very few “Lucky Stars” (吉星) on your side this year. The “Lucky Stars” (吉星) are too weak to support you, thus you have to depend very much on yourself to survive this rough year. No matter what you do, you need to pay extra attention and be very sure before proceeding. The mistakes can be grave if not handled with care. It would be good if you can do the “Tai Sui” (太岁) and get a trustworthy monk or Thai Master to do a blessing to enhance your luck. You can also consider getting a Pi Xiu aka Tian Lu to bring along with you wherever you go and also to place one at home to stabilise your journey throughout the year. This will garner the support of some “Benefactors” (贵人) to help you along the way to help you defend against some “decrease the chance of “Xiao Ren” (小人) making situations worst for you.

There is a need to pay more attention to your loved ones, be more tolerant towards them. Try to lower down your pride, understand the problem, think of possible solutions and discuss calmly with your partner to settle issues peacefully. Health is poor this year, illness will fall upon you, thus seek early treatments before it becomes too serious to handle. If you can go for blood donation, please proceed without hesitation. Control your diet and have enough sleep, avoid excessive drinking.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Bad
May – Bad
August – Auspicious
November – Auspicious
March – Normal
June – Good
September – Bad
December – Normal
April – Bad
July – Good
October – Bad
January - Bad

1946
Lots of health and stress, take time to relax and distress
1958
Emotionally unstable and need to let go of things that should not continue holding on to
1970
Career/Business not smooth but never give up and you will still see favourable results
1982
Career/Business quite stressful with lots of pressure. Emotionally unstable. Rest more
1994
Need to work hard to score good results and avoid direct confrontation with others

PIG

Born in 1935, 1947, 1959, 1971, 1983, 1995 and 2007

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Tiger
Compatible Animal Signs – Pig, Goat and Rabbit
Conflict Animal Sign – Snake

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Pig is that he/she is Intelligent, Magnanimous, Righteous and Helpful in nature. The person is more of a mild tempered person who likes to relax as and when possible. However, the person might be self centred and stubborn at times and will not admit to defeat so easily. Try not to be too engrossed in yourself and learn to be more receptive and adaptive to changes.

There are many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year, although there will be some “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) around; they are too little to create any great damages. You will see a successful career and business as you are blessed by the many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) above you! This is the best year to start up your own business or kick start your long waited plans. Promotion will also be something that you can look forward to if you maintain or increase your work performance. Those studying will see good results.

As “Wealth Star” (财星) is shining brightly around you, you will have some returns here and there, plus some luck that is coming your way as well. But do not make hasty decisions when investing, although you are having lots of luck this year, you still need to be careful when investing or spending money.

This is a good year for enhancing family bonding. The married and attached would have a happy harmonious relationship with the spouse and partner including the whole family. The singles will have a good chance find their partners too. Just beware the “Tao Hua Star” (桃花) which might be overwhelming at times.

Please note that you must take very good care of your health. Avoid over exerting yourself, excessive unhealthy food, alcohol and night life, it will not do you good. Rest well and whenever you can. Long hours till late nights should be avoided as much as possible because it will cause you to be lack of concentration in the day, thus affecting your performance.

Monthly Forecast Table for 2012
February – Auspicious
May – Auspicious
August – Auspicious
November – Bad
March – Bad
June – Auspicious
September – Auspicious
December – Auspicious
April – Bad
July – Auspicious
October – Normal
January - Good

1947
Good fortune awaits you but be careful when doing any investments. Rest and relax more
1959
Auspicious year but also the same, invest with caution. You will have a good year!
1971
Career/Business/Love/Luck very Auspicious. Need to take care of Health.
1983
Auspicious year for career advancement or changes. Good for starting business
1995
Those studying will see good results and be exposed to lots of new ideas and experiences

Red Packets

2012-01-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

(first from left) All these from DBS, Maybank, UOB, SPH, OCBC and Standard Chartered.

Year of the Water Dragon 2012

2012-01-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

Another year is going to past by soon, time really flies and it stops for nobody. Time, is like a handful of sand slowly slipping away and we should treasure whatever is left in our hands before it is all gone. Life is not about Horoscope because it only gives us a basic guideline to our Life Luck. Most importantly is that we all stay positive be it a good or bad year ahead, take every day as if there is no tomorrow and fulfil your dreams.

Appreciate the people and things around you before they are gone. Work hard and play hardest, help others around you, live life to the fullest and be happy! As I have predicted in the year of the Metal Rabbit (辛卯年) as not being not a very good year because it was filled with natural disasters etc. The world also saw the fall of two “Heavenly Stars” which will affect many people and also the economy. Japan was hit with Earthquake and Tsunami, shortly after that, the start of the flooding of Bangkok.

These disasters have caused the people to lose their lives, houses, jobs and definitely causing lots of agony. The Europe economic crisis is only starting and struggling, if they do not recover by the end of 2011, they will be in a very bad situation in 2012 and affecting many parts of the entire world unless there is a miracle. The earlier half of 2012 will still see many struggling to recover from economical situations and the aftermath of natural disasters. More disasters will hit the world and this will be a common world issue through the years to come. Having said all the not so positive things, this is not the end of the world, yet! This is 2012, not in the movies as shown, but it might happen.

However, this is the year of the Dragon, which will be an Auspicious Sign as it is one of the most powerful signs in the 12 Horoscope signs. By the later part of the year, situation will change for the better and we will see the sun after the dark clouds clear away.

This year will be the year of the Water Dragon (壬辰年). 壬belongs to Water Element and 辰belongs to Earth Element, despite the natural disaster and economical situation, it is still an auspicious year where there will be much career and business opportunities for us. This will also be an auspicious year for tying the nuptial knot and having the Dragon babies to add on to our family tree. This is also a good year to start the hobby of keeping fishes. The Water and Earth element clash for the year can be soften when we merge all the elements together in harmony. Have an aquarium with more red or orange colour fishes, such as Tetras, Parrot fish, Goldfish, Discus, Arowana or Flowerhorn 花角aka Luo Han fish. 風水羅漢魚. It would be even better if you can have some pebbles, driftwoods or plants in the aquarium before it will create a harmony for all the Five Elements. We can turn adverse situations into favourable situations with correct blending of elements and placing of the aquarium in good fengshui positions in the house. Lastly, do remember to help save the world by being eco friendly, using less paper to save more trees and help others within your limits. All these kind acts will bring about good returns, far greater than you can imagine. Always take time off to rest and relax your tired mind, exercise regularly and eat healthily.

As the Dragon, Dog, Goat, Rabbit and Ox will conflict with “Tai Sui” (太岁) in 2012, there is a need to pray to “Tai Sui” (太岁) for health and good fortune, and also to be safe by avoiding misfortunes. The prayers can start on or after 04/02/2012 after 6.30pm. For those Animal Signs Rabbit, Rooster, Rat and Horse who prayed to “Tai Sui” (太岁) in 2011, please return prayer of thanks giving by or before 22/12/2011.
The Animal Signs that need to pray to Tiger God will be Dragon, Rat, Horse and Monkey. The prayers can be done on or after 05/03/2012 after 2pm.

Best wishes for a year blessed with Health, Wealth and Happiness!

Adapted from forwarded email

Gong Hei Fat Choi!!

2012-01-17T15:28:00.002+08:00

Dragon year is here!! Let's welcome it!!

Dinner w Bosses!

2012-01-17T09:39:00.002+08:00

It was a dinner meant for the sales team! Organized by the finance company! But my boss asked me to go along! Hmm.. And I will be the only girl among all boys and uncles..

So I told my boss bout it and said I will bring one female colleague along and he laughed! Zzz.. I left office very early, at 4pm to Clarke Quay with 2 manager for beers! Wah this kind of life is so enjoying! I love it! Haha

After that, we headed to Dragon Phoenix for dinner. I was forced to sit at the main table with the big bosses! I know it's a good exposure so I didn't insist to sit with other female colleagues. We chatted and they even joke to interview my bf if he qualified. Haha!

While I was there, many things run through my mind.. Big bosses of what they are today, BMW advisor.. Etc UMW director... GM.. Should had gone through hard times before. Salute! We had a lot of glass of beers and wine! I'm glad I'm still able to walk straight. Maybe its because I keep on going to the toilet.. Lol.. And at the end of the day, my colleague suppose to drive me home but he is too drunk. So I be the driver! One thing I fear most-I was thinking, Walao better don't tell me I have to park his car later! Wish "granted"! Kns.. When I reached his house car park, he say, simply find a lot and park. Ok I saw one do when I was about to drive in from front, he make a request-"can you park from back of the car?" sweat!!! One car Is coming and waiting for me! Thanks god I make it!! Maybe alcohol will boost up one's confident level! Haha! I think I scare him too when I tell him I drive very bad at first! After that I took a cab home, luckily his house is just nearby.. Reached home, bath and sleep like dead fish!!

Overall! I enjoyed the dinner and hope to have more!!

Ramen Play

2012-01-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Highly recommended!
Yummy!! Will go again ..

First Resolution!

2012-01-14T12:18:00.001+08:00

First New Year Resolution - Getting busier than last year and able to create time for Family!
I must build a Career! Should meet more people. Earth is a realistic place.. Face the problem and lift your life with pride!
Make friend with Problem, they make you stronger and they make things right!

当酒是我唯一的陪伴

2012-01-14T00:19:00.002+08:00

干杯~

Best Day to start work in 2012!!

2012-01-13T19:33:00.001+08:00

Dragon year is here again..
Furious one? Many said its the end of the world this year..
No matter what, we shouldn't just wait there... Just take it easily, man plan, god decide!

Any of you want to find out when is the good date to start work? !! No harm trying! Haha!

Year end lunch fr club committee!

2012-01-11T20:47:00.001+08:00

It's a fucking meeting I would say!
Glad that this year, I'm no longer involve in the committee.. I was a General Secretary voted by all staff last year. I know I don't have a good English command. I don't write fancy and flowery English, because I believe people's understanding is most important. After all, I'm not writing for the Prime Minister!

Sometimes, old woman just so troublesome. Well, let her do everything herself. Demanding and hard to please! I'll not help her anymore in future! Yes, I'm petty! I know I'm a good organizer, everyone agree! So I hope she dont come to me! I will not give a damn!

Good enough I have another secretary role nominated by the director himself for the whole company project! I just need to report direct to him rather than the old lady! I want to learn more and take up more roles!

You know what, the old lady always say, ok you guys go make a decision, after we did, she say no no no ... Can't be this way or that way.. Must do this..! Or she asked us to nominate new people for this year committee.. We nominated and she disagree and then she say have to nominate this guy that guy. WTF! Might as well just tell us the name direct. Why go around the bush! I guess 'bachelor' lady... Sorry to say, she is really a Spinster! All these are abnormal!

Singing should make me happy

2012-01-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

It doesn't seems to be like that. I order ice cream but it makes no different too. As older as I get, the moody I am? Not as cheerful and playful as before.
WHY?

Special Dinner

2012-01-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

Why is that so?
Ah ha...
I bought Fish Roe which is hardly get in supermarket... My bf never ate that before, so I want him to try!

Tonight I also cook Tom Yum! Spicy turmeric fish slice!

Lunch for today - Fried Rice

2012-01-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Leftover rice is only yummy if you turn them into Fried Rice! My lunch for today is this!! Spicy! Nice~~

Our Mask Day

2012-01-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

He never love to take photos!! At all no matter when or where. My friends say his face expression never change, always the same. -_-"" haha! Zzz well, nothing I can do, that's my bf!

This time I have his photos because he is sleeping like a log! He is so like girls, he want facial products, facial mask and good shampoo! aHhh! Like when I help him to trim his eyebrow for the first time, he will yell for pain but he still want to trim it! 超爱美！but after that I use ice to numb his eyebrow area then only I trim, hmmm, so KING!

Anyway this mask is to remove blackheads & whiteheads! Whenever I help him to tear off the mask, oh god!! It's a lot of blackheads!! So happy! *sounds crazy* haha

*he got me some japanese brand shampoo samples*

Home Cooked Dinner

2012-01-08T11:37:00.003+08:00

No mood to cook at all but I still pull myself to NTUC to get some fresh ingredients. Thats what I thought! I step into the groceries area but I don't see anything that tempted me to buy and I basically don't know what to cook.

In the end, I walk home empty handed! Haha. My bf said he is coming for dinner... HOW!! I ransacked my fridge while thinking what to cook.
FINALLY......!! I cooked;
i) Stew Pork with Old Cucumber Soup
(good to cool off body heats)
ii) Steamed eggs with Hotdogs & Crab Meats
(he loves egg!)

Shivering Fever

2012-01-04T11:34:00.002+08:00

Sooner or later I know this day will come. I take a lot of water but still, Panadol work the best! Finally last night I was down with fever. Its so cold but I can feel that my body is very hot!!

As usual, the tradition way, took 2 panadols, turn away the full blast fan *crazy!!* and wrapped up my self with blanket until I feel the sweat! Feel so tired!

I felt much better this morning. So i went to see doctor, sometimes when you are sick and the fucking doctor doubt at you, i Just feel like giving him a tight slap! Whatever! I still have my MC today. Don't think MC is really rest at home, nowadays I alw work from home! Sigh! Presentation slides non stop!! And some irritating human keep urging me for invoices! Damn kiasi. Let him wait then!

I headed to the market to buy some pork and chicken feet. Got to cook something nutritious for my body!
I'm preparing Stew Groundnut Soup with Pork!!

Next time I'll buy a bigger slow cooker!
Wish myself a speedy recovery!!

不管你是谁，别拿我来做比较！

2012-01-03T03:26:00.002+08:00

我讨厌这些死笨蛋！
为什么要把我当着你的target！
我会很stress。非常！
我太容易可怜人了。有时候他们是不需要你的，at all。
做什么好人？人只会欺负你！
够了！
傻婆！！

Italian Almond Cookies

2012-01-03T03:16:00.003+08:00

My sis wanted to bake her cornflakes cookies so I thought I also have a lot of ingredients, especially the grounded almond I bought months ago for macarons!!

Haha I didn't make any macarons! So now I have to 'waste' the almond to produce other kind of cookies! I found some easy recipes in the net.

Here it is!

I have a daughter

2012-01-01T19:12:00.001+08:00

It's weird enough to have this dream.
I give birth to a tiny baby which is so tiny that I can carry her with 2 of my fingers. In the dream, mom is aware but not others.

I do not know how do I give birth, but the dream start with I have a baby girl. I was in a old wooden house, very eerie.. Because it is located in a forest. Then suddenly dad knock my room door, mom and I was shocked and I quickly held my baby girl and place her in a old paper box and slightly closed.

I went out with my family. I totally forgot bout my baby girl until the third day, I suddenly remember that she have not eaten anything yet, I quickly ran to the box and held her. She is very warm and thanks god she is still breathing. Then I told dad that I have a baby, and she is already born.

He didn't feel shocked. And I was so clueless, I don't know what to do and why is this happening! Why is it a tiny baby? Why im such an irresponsible and failed mother. Why the baby can still alive after 2 days without food? It's like a bad omen or some stories like in fairy tales.

I woke up from this bad dream, still figuring out which is true! I feel so relieved when I know it's just a dream, at least I didn't ruin anyone's life, esp an innocent baby.

People say dream always the opposition of reality. Hope next time my baby is a healthy and normal baby.
Jan 1 I have this dream. Kns!

Ban Heng Pavillion Restaurant aka Dragon Gate

2012-01-01T02:54:00.001+08:00

I thought this place must be the best among the best restaurant in Singapore! I read good and bad review about it esp in 'hungrygowhere.com', so I thought I should give it a try since they offer almost 30 varieties of dim sum.

TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED! Not going to step in there anymore. Their deep fried dim sum totally cannot make it. Where else, the steamed dim sum, by forced, still acceptable. The shrimp dumpling, har gow's skin is SO THICK! Siu Mai is tasteless. Custard bun is so dry esp the filling.

Btw, I was talking about the branch at Maritime Sq @ harbour front centre.

Their service also cannot make it, especially the manager. Not prejudice, but the manager style is so ah beng. When he pour the tea, he do it in a hurry and the tea just spill on my plate. Worst, he never change a new plate or even say sorry.

I learned a lesson, next time should believe the review, BAD MEANS BAD!

2012 is here!

2012-01-01T02:43:00.002+08:00

While everyone is out thr count down celebrating new year, I'm at home rushing for my boss's presentation slides.

I begin to wonder how do I pass my new yr eve last year. How come this yr look so empty. Then I realized, oh yeah! I went home with my bf last year! ��

Recently my job has given me much stress and I guess that's the reason I have pimples all over my face. I hate that!! �� now, I have this yummy strawberry mask on my face to get rid of blackheads!!

In 2012, I hope everyone and myself lead a healthy and happy life! That's the most important part isn't it! Hv a great year ahead~ ��

Need to change

2011-12-12T08:06:00.001+08:00

I do not know since when I behave like one barbarian. I went to a restaurant to enjoy Yong Tau Fu by myself and after I finished my bowl of YTF, I went to order a few more bowl. I placed it on those empty tables that surrounds me. Then after a while i talk softly to the aunty to collect back all those bowl. So she collected all back and throw it away and i dont knw why i got annoyed. And I insist that I told her to 'tapao'!! But then again, I don't know why my mom appear in the dream, she asked me to follow her to the bus to get something but after I got up the bus just drove off and refuse to stop. This is what I dreamt of last night.
I was so angry of myself and I regret of what I have done! Since when I turn into such a human? It's like most of my colleague! Is this what environment has turned me into? I hate them and I don't want to be one of them. In my college years, I don't mind every single word people say and I still smile. But now I mind every word and it's like I'm looking for a quarrel every time I talk. It's suppose to be an act of defense but it has turned into a habit, behavior! I need to stop this and I need to change! I don't want to hv enemies . But I hope I can survive with people's heartless comments as I go on... Just like how I was hurt with their straight forward comment and I cried like a baby in the toilet, haha!

No matter what it is, I want to be myself back! I hope I can lessen any argument with people and all the bad thoughts and things that shouldn't appear on my mind!! 加油！

不知日夜的存在

2011-12-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

我终于明白这个道理。最近真的真的很累。累到我根本无法stay focus！我觉得我自己很忙，头很晕。每天不够睡，在office还要面对一些rubbish。
要经常用头脑去想才可以完成工作的是世上最累的！！

亲情

2011-12-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

家人是我最可以信任的人可是最近我觉得他们很陌生。每个人会认为自己的父母是最好，最伟大，而其他的亲属们都很假，是坏人-这是不是因为孩子们只听一边的故事巴了？
讲到兄弟姐妹，我更伤心。几天前我好意的问他，要不要试试看那个肉圓我刚买的，他不只不感谢反而还说＂别了，好的东西你会给我吗？~＂。
再来，当一个人请客的时候，客人吃完了，我们必须问看他们是否吃饱了-这是一个基本的礼貌。可惜，我又一次的被人误会了！非常伤心！他认为我要让他丢脸。
所以,什么是家人什么是朋友？是不是这世上已经没有会对你好的人，没有一个你可以相信的人？

看钱眼开

2011-11-13T19:57:00.001+08:00

I don't know if I was taught to be real or my self, who cannot this kind of greedy and fake idiot. I really do not how to face them. Whn someone is rich, wah you can see got people try to apple polish her. All they know is money money... And me, so stupid to spend money to buy them meal. Damn! Now I want to stop that. Otherwise they tot I'm ATM.

11.11.11

2011-11-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

Wat so special bout today?
Just another boring day...
I was informed tht my ballot number fr the Hse I applied is no. 471 out of 682. Haih... I don't have much cash to purchase so I'm not taking it. Maybe this year's luck isn't at my side. I wish for a wonderful year in 2012.

I want to hv my own house by 2012

2011-11-04T16:08:00.001+08:00

When I was young, I thought to my self, I want to get married at 24! Wow! I'm now alr 24. But as I grow older, I think it's too early and I can't afford to buy a house yet.

Older generation, women depends on men. But in this generation, you need to depend on your self. Now, I need to start to save, real serious saving!! I have the determination and belief and I know I can make it!

By 2012, by hook or by crook, I must hv my own Hse. And if possible, I wanted to renovate it. This is part of my 2012 resolution. In Singapore, if I want to buy Hse, I need to R.O.M. Registration of marriage. I'm ok with that cs I'm not marrying a stranger.

Somehow, when I keep mentioning bout house and marriage, some may think it's so stress. Especially in finance and age and career stability. I never believe in stabilizing career before marriage, this is not true. If myself as a women think I can do it, why a men think he can't?

Maybe human shouldn't be pampered too much. They live in their comfort zone and they are not able to recognize the problem around them anymore. Myself, being a perfect planner, is stress and upset at the same time. As a girl, I also want a romantic proposal, grand wedding. But just because I'm a planner and i execute the plan and I think I won't be able to go thru those sweet wedding proposal huh.

Some just don't understand why I need a house. Despite the factor of stable family in future, comfortable stay at own house where my family can stay over whn they are here, limited space in BF Hse and I dun like the whole Hse to feel lik so suffocated.

Buying a house is definitely a brilliant decision. Lets say you buy house at 300k today with your current pay, next yr your pay increase, but Hse price still remain the same. Every yr the Hse price is increasing!! So drastically!

When people is indecisive bout what they want, esp this, it make me worry more. But I was told that I think too far. Am I? I dont want to get married at 30 and my children only finish secondary when I reached 50. I was even told that I should hv look for older BF if I hv this kind mindset-rom at 25, married at 26, 1st child at 27, till 3rd child and stop at 30. WHY NOT?? my parents is not young anymore, I only have grandparents from my mom side and I don't want my children not able to see my parents and I want my children to grown up as an independent people, not pampered where they can't decide, not willing to take challenges, stress, no manners, shout on parents, poor time and money management, and rely on others! I want them to know the hardship so they know how to appreciate what others give to them. It's not only receiving, they must know how to give as well. In this world wat u have is not wat u entitle for, you need to work hard to get it. Don't sit there and wait fr money to drop from sky!

No matter what problem, I believe I can solve them. There are no problem that can't be solved! I believe that! I believe my life is controlled by me. I tell my own story! Not the fortune teller!

I will make this come true! I will.

I'm stressed Out

2011-08-24T07:51:00.001+08:00

I realised that i just have my MC last month on the 26th and today i'm going to see the doctor again.
I just dont feel like going to work. Its stressful and i dont know what is running thru my mind that i feel that it is hardly to breath.
At some point of time, i think my boss have high expectation on me or i'm just getting lazier and lazier?
The job, the house, the money, the future. OMFG!!
sigh... Later what am i going to tell the doctor?
I guess i'm going to say i'm stressed up.. and the doctor do not approve my MC, i'll take AL.
Haizzz................

Switch off the computer for me

2011-07-18T08:38:00.000+08:00

That's the instruction from my boss. But I didnt find anything amiss. I just switched off like I always do and I didn't check on his table. Maybe I was rushing home that time. LOL

so as usual, I switched on the computer for him this morning. And the doc just attract my eyes . Oops! It's the proposal I submit to our big boss. Incentive trip! It's approved!! Cool!! Hehehe. I wonder if my boss ask me to switched off the computer for him so I can see the good news? ! Hehe

Yuki Teh

Chili BOMB!!

2011-07-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

The hottest chili on earth!!

Chocolate Cake with Ice Cream

2011-07-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sweet!!
Steamed Chocolate Cake with Vanilla Ice Cream.. Decorated with Hershey's Choco Syrup! Slurppp!

Online order for cupcakes

2011-07-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

Hahah! Someone said that! This time me and my friend are making mini pandan cup cakes. It's more 'convenient' compare to bigger cup cakes as it is easier to eat. One cake at one time! Hehe

Belacan Chicken

2011-07-15T16:04:00.001+08:00

Ingredients:
Oyster sauce
Sugar
Pepper
Starch

Steps:
Mix above & add in chicken
Marinate overnight
Heat oil
Put some starch flour in oil fr frying

Chai Kuih/ Soon Kuih

2011-07-15T15:53:00.002+08:00

Ingredients:
400g Sengkuang/ Yam Bean
3 tbsp Dried Prawns
100g Carrot
1 tbsp chopped garlic
Salt
Pepper

Steps:
Wash & soak dried prawns fr 10-15 mins. Chop it coarsely
Shread sengkuang & carrot into long strips
Heat up 4-5 tbsp oil & stir in garlic till fragrant
Add in dried prawn & fry till fragrant
Add in sengkuang & carrot. Stir fry bout 5 min & let it simmer till vegetable is soft & cooked.
Add salt & pepper to taste
Leave it cool

Skins:
165g dim sum flour (wheat starch flour)
85g tapioca flour
420g hot boiling water
5 tbsp oil

Steps:
Mixed dim sum flour & tapioca flour in large mixing bowl
Add in boiling water & mixed it thoroughly with wooden spoon till you get a translucent lik dough
Close it up & let it rest 10 mins
Add in oil gradually & knead into a smooth dough
Rolled out dough into a long sausage roll & divide into about 30 pcs

Time to make chai kuih:
Prepare steamer
Lightly oil steaming tray
Roll out the skin pastry Into a circle with bout 7cm diameter
Put 1 tbsp filling in the center
Pleat the edge of the skin & wrapped tightly
Arrange chai kueh on steaming tray.
Brush some oil before steaming
Steam fr 12 mins or until skin turn translucent
Brush garlic oil on skin to prevent sticking

** LOL i dont know why i wrapped it like a bun..**

Ang Ku Kuih

2011-07-15T15:42:00.002+08:00

Heard of this before? It's nice. After frying then sprinkle some salt on top. Nice! Crispy! It needs only a little bit of oil to fry. This is famous in northern region of Malaysia.

Fillings:
300g mung beans (split green bean)
Soak overnight or 6 hours
200g sugar
4 tbsp cooking oil

Ang Ku Kuih Skin:
1/8 tsp orange colouring
200g dim sum flour (wheat starch)
150g water

500g boiling water
4 tbsp sugar
500g glutinous rice flour
100g mashed orange colour sweet potato
250g water
120g cooking oil

To make Ang Ku:
Banana leaf
3 tbsp cooking oil

Steps 1:
Steam mung bean fr 30-40min till soft
Blend or mashed green bean till bcm paste
In a wok, combine green bean paste, sugar & oil. Stir on low med fire till thick and do nt stick to hand
Cool it and shaped into 30 balls of about 20g

Steps 2:
Mix colouring, dim sum flour & water. Stir till blended
Add in boiling water & mix till smooth & bcm translucent
Add in sugar, glutinous rice flour, sweet potatoes & water gradually. Knead till combined
Slowly add in oil & kp on kneading till smooth & do nt stick to ur hand

Steps 3:
Lightly grease the cut banana leaves with oil
Divide skin dough into 30pcs. Flatten each dough into 1/4 inch thick & wrap filling inside. Roll into ball
Lightly dust Ang Ku mould with glutinous rice flour. Press the dough ball into the mould & lightly knock it out.
Place Ang Ku on banana leafs
Steam over boiling water fr 10mins
Brush surface of cooked Ang Ku with oil
Served

** You can keep this for few days in the fridge.. if you want the normal ang ku kuih, just follow the recipe.. as the picture, you need to fry with little oil and sprinkle some salt on it!! Its tasty!! Yummy!!*

Happy trying!!

Gula Melaka Steamed Rice Cake

2011-07-15T15:34:00.001+08:00

Ingredients:
300ml water
(if want pandan flavor, blend water v pandan leaves)
500g sugar (if want gula melaka flavor, add gula melaka
Few stalk of pandan leaves
500g plain flour
250ml coconut milk
1 egg
1 tsp bicarbonate soda

Steps:
Dissolve sugar with water And leave it cool
Sieve flour and pour the sugar water into it and stir till smooth
Add in bicarbonate soda and coconut milk til smooth
Add egg and stir till smooth
Pour into small mould/ paper cup and steam for 20mins
Use toothpick to pick into the cake. If it's dry, it's cooked

Happy trying!

Godiva

2011-07-15T12:18:00.000+08:00

They say it's a high quality chocolate !! I heard that long time ago but I nvr buy it. I got this as souvenir from my salesman who went to Bangkok on a business trip. Well, I still don't lik chocolate. Oops!

Fatty Dog

2011-07-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

Don't you think this dog is cute？love it.

Huat kuih

2011-07-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

This is REAL easy!! And the result turned out great! Hehe. I'm doing Chocolate muffin this weekend.

Long Stop

2011-07-13T12:36:00.000+08:00

for almost one and a half month I don't blog. it was a stressful period for me ever since. and recently I realize another way to de stress is by cooking and baking and singing, not drown in beers. life is smooth so far except for some stressful moment.. sigh! he said: being a good man is not always a wise choice. TRUE!

The Real Stress in Me - Breathless

2011-05-31T13:11:00.001+08:00

Besides my work loads, annoying salesman, when i reached home, i probably, at times, feel very stressed too.. Months back, i find that people who keep mumblings are making me annoyed and stressed. Not only that, people who are lack of determination makes me going mad too. I never ever feel or think of hurting anyone, or do something bad. I cooked and i shared, i hang out and i invite others. i am going for exercise, i also ask along.. But people might have this thinking - "You want me to be fat!" This afternoon, a sms stating "you gave me a lot of meat." ... I was disappointed with the sentence .. It obviously show that she think i want to make her fat, isnt it? Sigh...

Every morning we normally will cook different dishes, and today, there is only a meat and her own noodle. So i thought maybe she need more because the container can only keep a little of the noodle.. But what do i get? Not thanks! Its an accuse.. Every morning, i need to wake her up, its nothing to me, because i have to wake up too.. but if we know the next morning we willl sure feel tired, then we shouldnt watch movie until 2am! I know everyone love to sleep and lie on bed..The only thing i hate is the alarmSSSS!! Since i am the REAL alarm who wake you up, why you still need multiple alarm that rings till the whole house people are waking up. The house is made of non-sound-proof wall.. Everyone can heard and this will disturb others' sleeping time. And if i know i want to cook the next morning, i will make sure i prepare the ingredient the night before and not 'kelam-kabut' the next morning and still thinking what to cook and end up, I'M LATE. Sigh!!

Now who is selfish? Not self dependant. Have i become a mother of one, without realising about it?? Fuck!!

I cooked red bean soup for last night and i bring a bowl for her, and again, what did she say?? Eating halfway... "The red bean is alot!".. since when dessert can be a lot?? and i cooked things that can nourish our body system.. Really!! NO MORE NEXT TIME!!

Dont say i am selfish if i just cook for my own. I dont want to be accused with things that i dont have the intention to do it. TOO MUCH! 好心没好报

好心没好报

2011-05-31T12:46:00.001+08:00

i was being kind.. and being thoughtful. But i was return with suspicious mind. Hate it!

I'm a Manager behind the scene!

2011-05-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

My manager do not like colourful things.. he prefer black and white.. i said so because he do not allow me to insert too many colours in the presentation slides he asked me to prepare. While other manager from other department says; presentation should be colourful and interesting. He saw me preparing the colourful slides and he asked it from me. SWEAT! I wonder if all managers do not know or lazy to do presentation slides! LOL! i am the 后背人.. or i should say, every successful BOSS have small little woman behind.. yeah! i am the one .zzz

花心。

2011-05-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

我无法了解一个人为何会在同一个时间喜欢上几个人。可是最让我不明白的事是跟我一起长大的人会变成今天的他。我真的不能接受这个事实！我觉得他已经变了自私，无理取闹。。。他人为每个人都想害他！我可以帮的都做了。我还为他跑到temple。haiz! Everything depends on one self. If they do not know how to repent, I can't do anything! If everyone are enemies, if everyone r treated the same ESP family members, thn wat family r? If work r more busy thn any other thing, wat r life fr? N as someone has said, nx time dun say the word "family" n makes urself looks vry filial! If a min cannot even spare fr family or ppl tht r important thn nx time u won't b spare even a second. Wat goes around comes around. Nobody are slave to anyone and no one must obey to anyone. If they obey, it's just a respect. If no one know how to respect others first, stop dreaming others will respect to u. If family member r nt important, no one else will be. If everytime one keep chasing away n scolding off their close ppl, one day, they r reli going to giv up. Family or Fren is actually of same type of ppl but the ONI difference is tht family members forgive easily. If one can please other fr a moment of joy but not family members, they r going to regret one day.

Life is everyone's project. You can present it with lots of colours n make it perfect but at the same u might never realize the bad that you are creating. Life is not about pleasing anyone, but also not about hurting anyone! If one can not differentiate importance between family n friends, thn dun talk bout hw important are family to them. Everyone hv the right to do wat they want but dun mix everything up n duno wats right n wats wrong. I hope others esp the elderly dun worry bcs thr ntg much they can do. Haiz . I think time is wat ppl need. Let time heals everything. Let's hope fr the best.

八婆

2011-04-11T13:43:00.001+08:00

I really cannot stand this BITCH!!! Damn!! These admin people are really brainless and think that i really have the time to sort out the documents signed by my boss according to their bloody name. How much time i will waste to go around one by one and pass them the document. Cant i just give them and just sort out by yourself la. Fuck!!!

I wonder if people who did not married at the age of 50s is someone problematic? YES, I THINK SO. they are hard to mix with. Emotional swing and very very very LOW EQ! i'm so angry that i am saying this in my heart - work in this company for more than 30years and still remain as Admin Staff only. So loser?? Damn!

Report Write Up

2011-03-31T12:34:00.002+08:00

I was asked by boss to compile the whole month articles from newspaper and do a write up. i took around 5 hours to finish cutting all the necessary and related article, no doubt, i work over time for that. I saw someone asked, Will there be a positive relationship between work and salary?.. I would say yes, for the first time, i answer this proudly. Although i do not have a very Great Figure of Salary but i enjoy this job and my job scope keeps on expanding as days goes by. I believe i will success!

As what Mr Lee had thrown us a question in a meeting weeks ago, Have any of you drag yourself to work? Everyday?? Honestly, yes, once in a while when the weather is extremely good and you just dont feel like getting out of your warm and cozy bed! Haha! Furthermore, i love to sleep!

This morning, i try to write up a report from what i compile.. Then boss come over to my place and see what i am doing and he smile and say; go and get today's newspaper, i'll teach you the trick to write a report. *LOL.. feeling happy!!!* So i went to get the newspaper to his office and stand beside him anticipating for the lesson. He say, Bosses do not like to read alot, they dont like essay, so you just pick up those important sentence and write it on the report. Thats all. Dont have to tell them a lot of thing and you dont have to waste time thinking so much! haha! Surprised and i even asked, you mean we can copy exactly from the newspaper? *because i thought copy EXACTLY is not allowed due to the law of plagiarism!* He showed me what point to extract and apply on the report.. At least, now i know how to work smart on this report! LOL

Jacky Chan is dead due to heart attack!

2011-03-29T19:53:00.002+08:00

The news is spreading like Tsunami!!! So fast! And nobody takes the action to discover the truth.. and worst, when you search 'jacky chan' on the search engine, all it appear is 'jacky chan die'... etc that WANTED to prove that he is dead! NO, he is not dead.. First of all, if he is really dead, YAHOO will have the news on the main page!!! ISNT it??? it is quite surprising that the rumors that Jacky Chan is dead had been passing on for few years already!! Cursing people to death is so fun huh? So stop posting this news around just because April Fool is around the corner!

normally this is what you will see when you search for his news;

"A Los Angeles hospital has reported that Jackie Chan has passed away. The legendary Hong Kong actor who appeared in over 100 films died last night following a heart attack. He was promoting his most recent film, ‘Kung Fu Panda 2′. Doctors say his heavy schedule was causing extreme stress and putting too much pressure on his heart. Chan was scheduled to fly to Hong Kong today to begin shooting on his next film ‘1911′."

Books from Mr Lee

2011-03-29T15:49:00.001+08:00

In this company, i guess beside the salesman that drives me mad, i have nothing more to complaint about. Our Director, Mr Lee gave a good impression to me of being a kind boss. He gave me books.. Books that talks about leadership, success.. its all about how to build yourself to a greater level, in sense of behaviour or thinking. I'm so glad i have these books.. although myself, hate to read honestly, but i still force myself to love the book and i already finished the first book i got - People Buy You by Jeb Blount. Now, i am reading the second book - The Magic Of Thinking Big, by David J. Schwartz.

Another thing that make me proud is during the meeting with various part of managers and salesman, Mr Lee mention my name and even remember that we are from the same hometown. LOL!! I'm so happy cos another new colleague of mine, Mr Lee called the wrong name.. OOPS!

you are not very pretty but you have 气质

2011-03-29T14:31:00.001+08:00

Another colleague (male) told me that i do not look very pretty but i have the temperament or 风格 (style/ charisma).. he ask me to smile more because that is my strength.. then he mention about his driving license which got suspended in 2009 for drink driving. He even mentioned that he is fetching his gf back after drinking. Not feeling ashamed at all, he proudly say that its man's life for having alot of gf because after work hour, everyone have to relax! *He is married with children!* Then he asked if i drink, i say i dont like to drink and he assume i drink socially or whenever when it is necessary, so i nodded.

He say next time when he got back his license, he will drive me for dinner and drink because he heard that i love to explore on foods! I would say, dont waste your time, because for me you are nothing but some typical man who loves to flirt. idiot!! Sigh, he also advise me to take this drinking for habit because drinking makes people feel more relaxing. By drinking, people tend to ask more question and feel more relax with each other. I wonder what is he trying to say. Damn! Then i told him that even i dont drink, i dare to ask anything i feel like asking.

Oh, he even say he thought i will last for max 2 months only and he is quite surprise i can last till now.

2011 Amazing Sight due to Japan 8.9 Earthquake & Tsunami

2011-03-22T11:31:00.001+08:00

Nothing much to say, just let the pictures tell the stories...

Malaysia First Lady, konon!

2011-03-16T08:54:00.000+08:00

this is a sensitive issue when it is related to the politics! but this is OBVIOUSLY the fact! Due to disaster that landed Japan in a deep trouble and economic downturn with shares and stocks affected badly. Our so-called first lady, the wife of Malaysia Prime Minister had make some unreasonable and foolish statement to Japan that they have poor building structure and the Japan Govt never consider about the eco green technology. May I know what is her role and authority or the rights to give such comment to Japan? Even the parliament member and the whole Malaysia felt the embarrassment and disgrace because of the comment she made. She make Malaysia sounds like a clown and act like one! She is really a total disaster to Malaysia!

I bet she never think of the consequences that could highly affect Malaysia's economy. I hope she don't drive Japanese made car, Japanese made Electrical Products and she better don't buy anything made in Japan.

Everyone are saying that Malaysia's previous Prime Minister Wife never interfere anything about the country, but why she want to be so special? I would agree if she is doing something good and nobody will stop her from representing all woman or Malaysia to speak on behalf.

Click here for the video.

Disaster in Japan is a Karma

2011-03-15T11:04:00.002+08:00

This is what the taxi uncle told me last night when i was on my way back home from Orchard. He say those horrible disaster are karma to Japan! Reminisce the history during World War, how Japanese soldier killed and rape many innocent people and treat those girls as "Comfort Girl" or Sex Slave. Today's disaster that were predicted to robbed off thousands of life is actually a karma to them! He emphasize that, as per Chinese saying; "If the retribution of the bad things you have done did not fall on yourself, it will fall on your children or your next generation; what goes around, comes around."

Honestly, i think he is not totally wrong, having hatred over Japanese due to the thing they have done in the past. I guess he have his own reason which i am not able to understand why. Maybe his earlier generation suffered badly from the Japanese. You think you can differentiate human by GOOD and BAD?? How? (Giving you what you want is someone you consider good? and when he refuse to give you what you want, he is bad??) NO! Its just how you are able to adapt and connect with them.

Sometimes i wonder, why Countries are fighting with each other? This is all caused by human it self! Human is all we can blame. When things like this happened (disaster), i dont understand the purpose of STILL blaming and hesitate to help the victim, and spreading words like this to passengers??? Human should be united as one, but we are all separated by culture and race, mostly.

All are human, world war is over, no point blaming because the NEW generation are innocent and afterall, what had done has done! I really disagree with the taxi driver over his petty mindset. Sigh! Maybe i just cant put myself in his shoe. I just think that the disaster's victim is already very pitiful. Losing their loves one, their home, career, assets and money. This sudden shock changed everyone's life in just a second! This disaster teaches us a lesson to appreciate our loves one, appreciate what you have!

And the sad thing is, some people are blaming Japan over the fragile structure of buildings, insufficient research of the environment and so on! I feel so humiliated and "farnee"over this comment made by this human! What is the point of saying these??? To show that you are truly powerful and knowledgeable?? Please dont make the country sounds like an idiot to the world!! PITY!!

My deepest condolences to the victims! May they rest in peace!

STOP blaming!Offer HELP!

Maniac

2011-03-14T13:33:00.001+08:00

A sex maniac is someone i call the thief that stole our undergarments! We hang our clothes outside and never ever thought that things like this will happen in Singapore ! Should i be more optimistic?? By thinking they are too poor to get undergarments from supermarket. I guess the reason they steal is because its new!! Sigh!! or maybe they cant even confirm if it is new!! Sigh!! i just think that no matter what, people should not steal undergarments! these things are unhygienic! Dirty!! These people are really insane, having a big problem in their mind, seriously. I'm glad i did not hang any of my working clothes out there otherwise i would cry badly i guess! I hope he will be caught someday!! no reason or excuse should be given, because once you steal, forever a thief!!!!!!!!

Giving others a hand will get yourself in deep shit

2011-03-14T12:22:00.001+08:00

At his age, mid 30s, married, with one kid who just entered Primary School this year. He still havent bought a house and he have been complaining and wish to have a house of his own. So when i change my job, i recommend him to my company. Thinking that he seems to be quite a responsible man and will work hard for his son and family.

Now, i can only say Dont judge a book by its cover!! In less than 2 months, i get to know him MUCH better than before. He is irresponsible, always late for meeting, late for work, find excuses, boast about many things, and never take things seriously! As a salesman himself, of course he have the priority to play with the flexible working time given. Therefore, he is just the same like most of the salesman, he sleep late, but he say he is out at customer's place. With my experience in Sales Department since my first job, i know how to get the truth!! If anyone wanna do something like this, they should be people who are cautious and careful, and able to hide the truth from me, and also the boss!

Just because he is my friend, whenever he make a mistake or never do things, people will turn to me! I feel so annoyed! And whenever he dont submit any work that i was asked to consolidate, i get very angry because he never respect me and never think of my situation as my boss's secretary. And how am i able to open my mouth and scold him or yell at him like how i do to the other salesman?? Afterall he is the one that i recommend to my company. I regret for helping him! This is call 多管闲事!!

I already try my best to help him. Not only he is irresponsible, some people in this company already dont like him. Its just because he is "All Talk No Action!!". So tired handling people like him!!!!!!!!!!!!! REGRET!! Nx time no matter what, i am not going to recommend job to my friend!!

a maniac

2011-03-09T17:16:00.002+08:00

as early as 7.00am in the morning, a manager from other department SMSed me.

he say; I have something to tell. but dun get angry ok.
me: ok what is the thing you wanna tell me?
him: I dreamt that we make love secretly last night. and the whole process is so exciting!!
me: r u crazy?! next time you don't hv to tell me what you dreamt about. I am not interested.
him: u c u c. get angry

he is fucking disgusting! it's so freaking awkward to c him everyday! I wonder is he a maniac. damn!

what kind of impression did I create?

2011-03-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

my salesman, one of them, keep telling me whenever he go drinking v my manager, my manager will ask alot of things about me. whr I stay.. so on.. sometimes I wonder what kind of impression I gv to my manager. a daughter or other bad things. cos he got a daughter 2 years younger than me. hmmm I feel like no privacy but so far nothing happened so I guess everything will be ok? hope so...

Groom Me!

2011-03-03T14:02:00.001+08:00

Finally, after 5 months of waiting, boss recommend me for overseas training. Although it is just KL, but it makes a big different for me as i get the opportunity to visit our headquarter office! and also fellow colleagues! Cant wait for that day - March 17 & 18. I also extend my days in KL till 20th as i will be going for hiking! hehehe!!

Another training that my boss recommend to the director is called "Presentation Slide Design for Business People" at Nanyang! Its a great opportunity and the course itself cost $590 per person and is a 2 day course, April 28 & 29.

People say my boss is grooming me! Haha.. However i feel very lucky and i hope i can cherish this great chance they given to me!

Yuki Teh
"Live a life full of Variety"

Moved to a New Place, New House

2011-03-03T13:54:00.001+08:00

The house owner, my office colleague! He asked me not to let anyone know but i was so surprise when it is like everyone in the office know i move house and worst, they know i rent from my colleague. Actually it is not something to be ashamed of but since my colleague ask me not to tell anyone, so i keep quiet! In the end, i know the one who spread the news is himself! Sigh! Idiot man!!!

Yuki Teh
"Live a life full of Variety"

You "Khi"

2011-02-18T12:50:00.000+08:00

people are shouting "you Khi", which means Yuki, my name! "khi" means "up" in hokkien.

we have our annually election of committee members by the whole company's staff. its just my first year here and I was nominated in the position range of either General Secretary or Assistant Secretary. when I was informed, I was telling myself hell no I'm going to join the club bcs I am also a club committee in my ex company. and the job is like "bao ka liao"! this morning I went telling mechanics and salesman and the managers not to raise up their hand if my name were called. then, when we were asked to leave the room until vote is complete, I was so nervous yet worried. the first name is called, I heard the cheering is so loud then I told my self I might hv escape frm this. haha !! then they call my name, unexpectedly the cheering is much louder. I say, shit, i'm dead! and the last name totally a silent. zzz as I walk in, people are cheering and happy fr me, as if I was awarded any grand prize. actually I thought my position is only an assistant but I was selected as General Secretary. lol one of the staff even plan my future for me. say that in future time I can even have the chance to be the director's secretary.. hmmm ...

Scheduled Post

2011-02-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

what the hell is this thing tht whn I blog with iblogger, the post is not published immediately! instead, it was saved as draft and become a schedule post.. I don't want this stupid extra thing.. u tot this is stg extraordinary and stg to be proud of??

Remark : my springboard keep crashing!

2011-02-16T08:23:00.000+08:00

I got so panic tht I delete most of my apps ! damn ! actually it is vry easy to solve ! start deleting the latest apps tht u hv downloaded! as fr me, ya I downloaded 'Status Notifier' and this apps makes my springboard keep on crashing and my 4.2.1 version iphone was turn into safe mode which is damn irritating!! ok everything is back to normal! glad!!

双面人

2011-02-15T16:59:00.001+08:00

some people say.. it's a total diff me when I was at work n whn I hang out with friends. at work, they don't joke around but then when they are outside, they joke and laugh lik nobody business. 2 personality at a time, is tht fake? or just normal? nowadays people love having a lot of accounts in their social networking website like Friendster & Facebook! I don't understand why .. some have an account with known friends and another with unknown friends or alot of account with unknown friends. just fr the sake of increasing their friends list! thts pathetic enough!

First day of work!

2011-02-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

I never expect fr any red packet frm the company!! and I guess that is the reason I'm so happy when I received a S$10 Ang Bao! I wish myself a good start of my year - Rabbits and hope that everything goes smoothly and fruitful by the end of the year.

越来越圆了

2011-02-13T05:02:00.000+08:00

today I went to my bf's place to "bai nian" with his parents.. the first comment I received is - "you are getting rounder (你越来越圆了)"..but you look prettier (可是这样比较美） "lol.. I shouldnt care bout such comment cs Louis Koo say, 有自信的女人是最美的！haha.. (a beautiful lady are those with confident)..

双喜

2011-02-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

不是什么喜事！是“惊喜”的喜！the first day I'm here in kl, I met ppl tht I nvr expect I will met.. and I nvr ever plan to meet too.. I met my fren's gf who used to be 无理取闹 n msg me over facebook fr ntg, asking me to stop contact v the BF eventhough I hv been a long time nvr do so.. and another one is my ex- his gf..she knew who I am n worst case, NOBODY introduce us to each other! omg! everything is so sudden n awkward.. I dun hv a time to think n react.. this day is reli fucking shocking!! however m glad nothing stupid happened except fr my Fren gf actly msg my girl Fren asking if we r close ? wat purpose huh?? wan everyone to stop talking to me? this girl must be CRAZY!

This trip .

2011-02-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to be in my hometown from Jan 31 to Feb 11. But after finished visiting relatives in the first few days of CNY, i started to feel bored. The reason i took such a long leave (included unpaid leave) is to accompany my family.

However, due to some misunderstand (is this normal) between siblings (uncle and relatives), there is not much of people that we visited. And my father's side cousin is really not close at all! Everyday, i wake up, do some house chores, help around, online and thats all. I dont go out because i dont have any friends here i guess, or maybe i dont take the effort to give them a call? *i dont think so!*

My Dad kinda gave me a hint this morning to ask me to stay back. I planned to go down to KL with a friend because i dont know what i can do in my hometown. I feel very sorry too. When mom told dad that i have nothing to do here, then dad say as long as i am here, he can feel the existence of me! While me, i tried to talk and accompany them, but dad is always infront of the computer blogging. He just want me to be at home so he can see whenever he can see me, but is there any different? I am here, but we seldom talk... Sigh..

My parents' plan is to go down to KL to meet up with friends but then last minute, dad cancelled the trip. I notice that he is not very happy or something is running in his mind when i come home this time. Hmmmm.. I thought of going fr a trip with them, although i keep on asking, but in the end, he still do not want to go anywhere.. Dont understand.

Another thing that makes me wonder, when people get old, they changed easily?? some people cannot stand another's attitude and vice versa.. Sigh.. I never want to comment any..When you can stand a person's temper since from the beginning, then dont ever change when everyone is getting old. i do not want to comment because i dont know what is happening. When people are old, what they need the most is understanding from partners isnt it?

一大早就把我气死

2011-02-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year, every year also held a BBQ dinner at home with friends and family.. Every year also like this.. other people suggest for a party and i become the maid at home and help. This morning when i help, nobody REMIND me of 'Teamwork'.. i do everything alone.

Other people only know how to sleep late when i also sleep so late last night!!but i have to wake up so early this morning to help. While some are able to sleep till late noon and wake up, bath and go out with car.. I think i am more to a maid!!!

Now when i was seen sitting infront of my laptop, someone say i dont understand what are teamwork!!! What theory is this???

Then from next year onwards, dont organise any party okay.. I just feel so angry!!

What i hear the most today is NAGGING!!! And that is what i hate the most!!

People do not appreciate when i help, they do not even realise.. what they know is I CANNOT STOP DOING THINGS!!!

I kept doing things since this morning, baking cream puff again, washing the dishes, marinate chickens, clean and pluck the feather.... and what else???????????????????????????????????????????????????????? And always never give correct instruction... ask me to keep the clothes, i kept the back one... but how i know infront also have!! Then people start to nag.. DaMN!!!!

If anyone want to tell me how sad will they feel, i am also a human, how sad can i feel???????

As always, whenever i am in hometown, i do not go out, and will only stay at home.. not like others, activities are full!! I think by staying at home is a stupid things, who CARES about u!!!

Now, i have to prepare all the things and waiting for ORANG BESAR to come home and eat!!!!!!

Dinner with Japanese Principal

2011-01-20T08:50:00.001+08:00

Last night dinner makes me feeling very uneasy or maybe i am not confident enough to sit beside the principal/ bosses? I'm not sure. I went to the restaurant with a Manager, by car and we chatted along the way. He mentioned to be careful of my boss! *Huh! My boss??!! All the while, i find him OK, no inappropriate things, just boss and employee* The manager say if other principal are around, it is ok for me to join him drinking but if for personal drinking session, never go alone. *Boss is a GOOD drinker!! Real good!! He can give up food, but not alcohol!!*.. The statement makes me pause for a moment and i ask why is he saying so.. he say my boss is also his boss, so its not good to say things too clear.

We reached the restaurant with another salesman (D), so as i walk to the table, i saw my boss and the japanese principal is sitting there, and so, i walk to the opposite of the principal cos i thought of sitting far from them but before i was able to pass by them, my boss says; "Yuki, you sit here, beside Ken-San." and i was like *huh!! What?? A moment ago, someone ask me to be careful, and now boss is asking me to sit beside the japanese and it makes me think like, am i like those '陪客' accompany customer's girl!!* And boss ask the salesman (D) to sit a chair away from me. But i dont care, and i turn to my right, look at my salesman and say "D, u sit here! Besides me!" *D is my ex colleague, at least i have one person tht i can trust!* thn D say, dont worry. But i still worry..

As i sat down, the first question the Japanese ask "Yuki-San, are you married?" *OMG! My mind just run WILD!!* and that time, i was wondering what should i answer - marrying soon? hahaha. So i answered, no, not married! He, as a guest, i think all of us SHOULD entertain the guest but i feel tht he is entertaining me more than i do! He asked, Yuki-San, do you like sake? Beer? Have you been to Japan?

I guess this is part of the business world?? I dont know.. so last night even though i insist of drinking just chinese tea, but in the end, they give me a glass of beer.. I hate beer !! You know, the gas makes me want to vomit!! At the end of the dinner, i cant even finish half glass because i keep drinking the chinese tea, then when they ask to bottoms up, my boss bring over his glass and signal me to pour mine to him.. So, i DID! and i left a quarter for myself, at least i have to drink some right! LOL

Long Beach Restaurant is very famous but i think its just normal to me! Anyway, all in all, i guess this is some experience for myself in working world huh?

Penang International Airport Staff

2011-01-12T11:51:00.001+08:00

They dressed up so Smart but they definitely dont act smart!! It is just getting on my nerves when i start to think back on the situation!

I guess everyone are rushing back (somewhere) on the 3rd of January because the airport is so PACK!! As a Malaysian myself, of course we have the privilege of using the scan machine instead of Q-ing for the officer to stamp on my passport! Unfortunately, my bf, a Singaporean, yeah, he have to line up!! By the time we reached the airport, we only left like 30mins before the flight goes off!!!

No choice, i have to wait for him.. while i was scanning my bag and i ask the lady officer if she can allow my bf to stamp his passport first because our flight is going off soon..And you know what she reply me?? She say; "Tak boleh, tak nampak banyak orang?"... I was so angry!! but what can i do??

Then i try to call my bf! Damn, HP no more credit!! I try to wave to him.. and i'm glad he saw me.. and i show him hand sign to call me immediately!! I asked him to run to the first person and talk to them so they can allow him to stamp first.. Bloody, you know the people queue infront of him is like at least 20-30 more!! Haizz.. Thanks again, for the kind lady that he can have his passport stamped!!

When he is scanning his bag, the idiot lady officer look at us.. I was thinking, if she is unhappy cos we able to make it?? Damn.. Dia memang tak ada otak!! Perkara simple ini pun tak tahu handle.. mesti jadi officer scan bag seumur hidup!! Kesian la oi!! Ada otak, tak nak guna!! Hahaha!

Irritated

2011-01-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Wonder if any of you will get irritated when you see people posting mushy mushy words between lovers in social network like Facebook?? And i wonder WHY! Why not inbox or SMS? Oh my god!! i cant stand looking at that.. it makes me ... Yeeee! hahaha.. *Ok, diff people diff perception!!*

Before i got my new job

2010-12-23T11:24:00.000+08:00

I was praying that my job will make me a busier man.. so i dont slack like i used to, in my previous company.. Hmmm, i think half of my wish did come true.. I am indeed busy! and every FRiday, early of the month and end of the month, i will be super stress!! Because i have to complete my Monthly Report, Weekly Report, Lost Sales Report, Claims and etc...

But when i am free, yeah, you can see my Facebook wall is full of post~ LoL! In my previous company, Facebook is blocked! Due to some narrow minded boss! Haha! I am glad this new company gives a professionalism feel.. *At times, i do wonder if i really can cope with the stress!* However, boss always say - Work Hard! But Remember to Play Hard too!! hahahaa!

Well, i hope there will be more drinking/ social session.. or business trip in future? At this moment, i feel like building a career for myself.. Stable and professional! Because, career is more like a definite thing.!

*Arrgghhh!!* I am so slack today! I am on leave, and this is a forced to take leave!! What can i do?? Sleep sleep sleep?

Tang Yuan Ahhhh!!

2010-12-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

I thought my house owner is going to make tang yuan as she told us she is cooking tang yuan.. When i open the freezer just now.. I saw those ready made where we can get from supermarket one.. Oh My My~

Live with a smile

2010-12-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

To my boss, i am someone cheerful, someone who loves to smile all the time.. But i do doubt myself at times, am i really such a happy go lucky girl?? How do others think about me actually?

Sometimes, i guess i was trying to be EMO and yes, i am a very EMO girl... You know, when you sacrifice something for someone, but they dont appreciate, you will ask why? and world is never fair if everyone thinks logically.. But if you just know how to feel thankful, glad and enough, yeah, the world is more than Fair for you!

But when people do not appreciate what you do, so you started to stop doing things for them.. then they will realised the changes, and started to ask, why you are not doing this, why not that and will even say, you've changed.

What are changes? Its just something someone do not do usually, and thats what we human always thought they have changed!

*Some Fact that i agree with;*

To hate all roses bcos u got scratched by 1 thorn.
To give up ur dreams bcos one didnt come true.
To lose faith in prayers bcos one wasnt answer.
To give up on ur effort bcos one of them failed.
To condemned all ur frens bcos one of them betrayed.
...Not to believe in love bcos someone was unfaithful.
Remember that.....another chance may come up.
A new fren, A new love, A new life.

NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON ANYTHING!!!

Yeah, maybe i should learn not to give up on anything.. But nobody will feel like giving up when nobody face the disappointment at the first place! Right?

Fairy Tales

2010-12-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

I watched Little Mermaid 1 & 2 recently.. LOL, the truth is i just realise there is part 2 for little mermaid where she have her own daughter.. haha, my main point is not this of course.

I wonder if i watch too much of happy ending fairy tales when i was young and when i grown up i believe that all relationship will end happily. And sometimes i wonder if i see too many quarreling scene from my relatives and that leads to uncomfortable feelings in heart whenever i see people shouting at each other especially couples.

And i wonder if i grew up in a family of single working parents and maybe i have this perception that womans are meant to serve the men. Erm, i mean husband is always the head of family. Like my dad, he dont wash plates at home, basically nothing, except playing with his dog and do some gardening. My mom said, he work so hard out there and he should relax when he is at home, thats why mom have the girls (me and sis and sometimes my bro as well) to help out with the house chores.

But in other people's family, everything just go the other way round and so differently. They shout when they are talking to their father and i cant see the respect and filial and concern they showed to the father.. Yea, i should remind myself, all family are different. I shouldnt compare.

From my opinion, sometimes if we please man too much, it will just end up they dont appreciate what we do. In fairy tales, the man dont cheat, no flirting, but where on earth will such man exist again? haha.. no, so stop dreaming.

I always believe no point keep changing bf because the next one never guarantee you that he is a better one. Therefore, and i dont know since when i adapt such believes - i accept whatever that comes. I cant say that i have a rich love experience but i know what are sweet memories, sad memories, regretted decision, betray, love, cares, hurt, emo and lost of opportunity. From the most perfect to imperfect.. I met them all. I dont know if in future, what else i will meet.. but i guess Love is not everything in this world, at least my world! Everyone loves you, but sometimes they just take things for granted.

I always remind myself, i am a survivor! Even if anyone break my heart, and even if i fell down, i will stand up on my feet again. Tears or heartache doesnt worth for someone who hurts me.

Bean Curd

2010-12-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

Bean Curd a.k.a Tau Fu Fa.. This dessert is always my favourite. LOL.. i am into cooking recently. I find it interesting.. but cooking need money to buy the ingredients too! BROKE! Anyway, for those who love this too, try out this recipe..

I make 2 kind of recipe after my friends commented that the bean curd is not soft (firsrt attempt).. Anyway hope it helps out! It is very easy and dont worry, it wont create a war in your kitchen!

Drinking Session with Boss

2010-12-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work, i was supposed to go for jog at Bukit Timah with my colleague.. But then when we reached there, the sky is so dark and it started to rain.. *Sigh!! I was already in my jogging attire*.. No choice, so i went to the toilet to change back to my working attire.. and we head to pub at Upper Bukit Timah to join boss and customers (principals).

Actually, boss did sms every salesman about the drinking session but not me, even though he have my number. I was wondering, maybe because i dont have transport, thats why he never sms me! Hmmm... LOL, you can say that i went to the pub without any invitation except from my colleague who was supposed to go jogging with me. I was quite nervous and afraid that everything will turn out awkward if suddenly my boss see me!

Everything's OK. He look happy and very fast, i manage to join in the crowd although there is age gap and position gap! LOL.. But when i was introduce as my boss assistant, somehow, i see some courage and confident in me! haha!! But i did not give them my card, every guy just pull out their business card from their shirt pocket.. while me, i keep them in a nice card case, in my bag! Isnt that very troublesome to search for the card?

Through out the drinking session.. my boss give me alot of advises and some advanced warning? haha.. ya, he do give some praises as well.. He says,
1.i must work hard, and also play hard, when come out of the office, we have to play hard, and forget about the office thing.
2. dont talk so much (this is just a pre-warning, i know he dont like people to talk so much)
3. at work, do NOT blame! do NOT complaint! and must be comfortable and happy!
4. He says i love to smile..
5. He also ask me to save some money and invest on stocks... hmmm.. *did i hear wrongly?*
6. Those who go against him, means cannot work together, and he will throw them OUT!
7. He say he confirmed me as staff in 2 months, alot of people are jealous of me, i asked him is this a bad thing?? and he say, as long as i do my work, i dont have to worry, and he even ask me to use his name to defend myself! haha!

all in all, i enjoyed last night drinking session.. afterall, its good to know more people right..

Damn Hate!

2010-12-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

i thought the aunty sitting opposite me is different from others.. i thought she might be at least a friendly and good one.. It turned out not!! She is just as fake as anybody else! I dont know why woman are so annoyed! Although i am one! -_-"!

Last week i forgot to place an order for lunch, and most of colleague went for stock take.. so i have no one to bring me out for lunch.. and i got nothing left to eat in my drawer.. This aunty then ask her own department salesman to buy her lunch.. and she actually saw me there but she did not ask me at all.. i was too busy that day, rushing for my monthly report!! (Which is TOUGH!! Sigh!!)

Then when the salesman bought back, that aunty say to me, "you didnt order your lunch?" I replied, "oh, no, i forgot to order this morning.." then she just smile.. and say sarcastically-"then you got nothing to eat for lunch?!!".. ok, nevermind.. 2nd thing is, one of the senior staff bought back dont know what famous chicken then he ask me to go and eat.. which he put it next door.. I saw another aunty come over asking my opposite aunty to go over cos there is chicken to eat.. *She already have chicken rice for herself, then still go for the chicken* Worst, nobody ask me to go.. and they also never inform others.. is this call - Tam Jiak? Hungry Ghost i think!

Haizz.. These kind of attitude is really embarrassing enough!! Aunties are aunties.. i know one day i will become aunties as well.. but i hope i am a respectable aunty, and not this lap sap aunty! One term in Singapore - "Gian Peng" !! Means as long as the thing is free, all also rush there and take although they wont use it!! This is Kia su!!!

2011 Resolution

2010-11-10T14:06:00.001+08:00

Same post again for every year end! haha!

Next year, i wanna make sure i get my Apple Iphone 4G!!!!
2. i wanna stay happy and healthy always
3. spend more time with my family
4. take more photos and smile more!
5. work hard, work smart, and i hope my efforts are recognized with increments!
6. lastly, i hope to indulge myself with holidays and shopping!

This time i do not wish for a weight lost because i must cherish for what i have and glad for who i am! Its doesnt matter to be fat or thin, someone somewhere will still like you... well, at least something in you that makes people smile and say "hey, its really nice to have you as friends" and son on~

A Night Out

2010-11-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

My Friend from KL came to Singapore.. Me, as a friend, should bring him around.. although sometimes i find him too talkative already and love to create cold jokes... OMG!! Tonight i went out with him and his other friends and they all stay at Hougang.. You know where!?? Its so far from my house..One of them are driving..and they ask me to travel to Ang Mo Kio to meet them.. I thought just drink nearby AMK.. Sigh.. they drive to Punggol, which is near to Hougang for drink.. Haizz... OK, that is ok.. then they chat till 11.30pm.. and of course i dont want them to feel bad so i went to talk to the driver while waiting for others to come out from the toilet..

I say, Later you just drop me at nearby MRT will do.. Then he reply, Is it ok if i drop you at Serangoon?? Sigh.. not i want to complain so much.. but as a guy, and at this late hour, you should at least drive me to my train line.. Because by taking train from Serangoon, i have to change train and i am so afraid there is no more train.. But no choice right, met such people???!

There are 2 guys who are Singaporean.. i dont know if Singaporean is so not friendly or not gentleman or what! They talk about shares/ stock and how much money their family are and so on.. i am not interested of all these money thing!! Talk so much or boast?? For what?? Really this is the first time out with them.. regretted.. but after my friend went back, i will not go out with them already!! No topic also. i am not from rich family, i cant say anything..

Got car, got money... SO???

Bad Dressing Sense

2010-11-04T15:45:00.001+08:00

I'm talking about my working attire.. not to mention my normal outing..

Ok, if you are talking about my previous working attire at my previous company, i agree.. and i do realise that i am wearing my self like one of the aunties in the market.. WHY? Because it is very very hot and during knocked off time, i have to packed with all those foreign workers who stink!!

But ever since i started my new job, i make sure i dress well.. professional and tidy.. i even iron my clothes so i look neat.. Besides, it is also because i dont have to take any bus with those foreign workers anymore as my new company just near to the MRT..

Today, one of my colleague actually told me i have a bad dressing sense.. i dont know if he is joking but he look serious. and honestly, most of the people here are aunties and uncles.. at least 10 years older thn me and max is 40years older than me. They also wear like aunty and uncle.. I can say i am the one who dress nicely.. Sigh!! But today i received such a remark.. I was so sad..

What are good dressing sense?? Taking LV bag? Wearing branded clothes?? Sigh.. Damn.. the one who commented on me is someone who is short, and almost bald and abit rounded (fat)... Who is he to comment on me when he is not one of the handsome one??

The Culture

2010-11-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

Useful and tactful huh! LOL.. i learn how to make someone confused and at the same time pushing all responsibilities to that person. How?

If you cant find your things and you have subordinate or colleague that report to you or liaise with you, just start the conversation like this - "remember i pass you the document the other day??".. This is the most powerful action to push all responsibilities to another person.. and let them do the searching.. OMG!!

i am the victim of this. now i know the culture of this company is like that.. i encounter these experience continuously for 2 days.. Luckily in the end, i manage to retrieve documents. Sigh!

I cant sleep!

2010-11-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

I hate it whenever i cant sleep when i was suppose to be on my bed and close my eyes right now!! Sigh.. what can help me to have my sweet dreams?? Sleeping pills?? OMG!! i am getting more nervous when i only left few hours to sleep!! Damn!! Alot of things running on my mind now! HELP!!

My Life, A Bed of Roses

2010-10-26T09:19:00.003+08:00

My dad says;

Dearest Baby,

Every day, without fail, i'll pray to God to take care of you. I know life is always rosy for you.

it breaks my heart!
he wasnt suppose to know but it already happened..
so i should accept.
"Rosy" means everything good.. honestly i am still wondering the meaning of his last sentence. but i guess he meant life is always hard for you.

I always believe, i am a Survivor!
yes, until today!
Nothing is going to defeat me, and even if i fell down,
i will be on my feet again!
I wont left myself in the dark for long..

My Life, A Bed of Roses..
It means.. a life with numbers of obstacles..
but i overcome it every time i met problems.
If i am not able to solve it, i leave it..
Leave it.. means let go..
A one time pain, is always better than a lifetime suffer!

No matter what, i am thankful for everything that happened.

As i said, life is all about choosing..
You choose who to be with,
who to married or not to married at all,
where to work..
to buy house.
etc etc..

If you think you can accept another person doing the same thing to you..
then you go ahead..
but if you cant, you got to think twice..

Everyday, no matter what serious thing..
I am always have my self prepared..

Last time, i have this thinking..
Good looking guy cannot be trusted..
and rich man are liars..
But sometimes it is wrong..
is just like the saying 'a tiger hide in a sheep fur'..

What are chances..
Chances are one way of forgiving and with hopes that things will change..
Chances should not be given more than twice..
1 Warning, 1 Chance!
The moment the 3rd time is here, it means Leave..
This same apply to our job in office..

If you dont appreciate your job anymore,
your employer is going to fired you for your inefficient attitude..
or if you think you are not suitable for this job..
resign and get another job that suits you better..

anyway, time shouldnt be wasted by thinking and doing things that doesnt worth it..
because it might lead you to ttm.. hahaa..
Well, i leave it to nature.

Some people are stupid enough to say..
it wont happen, it wont happen,
i trust him/ her, i trust him/ her..
some idiot even share that - woman shud be closing one eyes & they will be happy forever..
this is told by my salesman..
Sorry, if me, i wont be able to do that!!!
Close one eye? unless i am blind!

And when affairs happened..
People love to blame themself for being ugly, not caring enough
thats why another half went out to have affairs..
Excuse me?? This is totally nonsense!
If wanna blame, blame on that animal for getting another outside..
as what they said - dumb woman + smart man = affairs..
why not - dumb woman + dumb man = affairs!!

我讨厌背叛..
所以我不会怎么做..

Name Card

2010-10-22T15:36:00.001+08:00

Never have i thought that i will have a name card.. Hmmm.. boss ask me to order name card for myself because he say sometimes our principal is here or those 'big people' will come to office.. then i can exchange my name card with them.. Well, true also.. all the while i am only collecting name card.. hahah! zzz.. wow, sounds fun!! hhehe

Fucking Salesman

2010-10-22T10:08:00.001+08:00

I never thought i will be so lucky to tag someone as my enemy in this company.. the first day, he look so kind and nice to me.. then 2nd day, the true colours is revealed! He asked me to fax.. then the way he talk to me like he is my boss and i am one of his bangla labour!! Damn it!! Really feel so angry and feel like punching him on his bloody Moon Face!!! Damn!!! Fuck!!!

Yesterday he informed me that he will be going over to customer place this morning to collect cheque.. and he ask me to inform the boss if only the boss ask.. but he never ask what.. so i never inform la.. all the while also like that.. then today because our KL new CEO is coming.. then boss look for him, and ask the senior to call him.. after that, he got agitated and say, "Hey you never inform boss i went to see customer? bla bla bla..I say no, boss didnt ask wat!! Then he try to give me some silly explanation.. everytime he in deep trouble, he oso try to give idiot explanation.. he say, "No! You must inform boss even if he dont ask.. !" Before he could be able to continue long long way on his 'jesus preach', i repeated "i did not inform the boss!" while looking at him straight in the eyes and hint, you want a fight huh?? You may try if you dare!!!.. then he stopped.. Really dont know why he wanna talk so much.. already over still wanna talk talk talk.. try to vent anger on me? Idiot betul!

Lunch with Boss & Supplier

2010-10-20T14:42:00.003+08:00

I was quite upset as no one is going out for lunch with me.. so i called up my ex colleague at last min.. almost near 12noon.. then suddenly my boss said, "Come with us for lunch.. " he is with our supplier.. i was like... so shocked.. because my previous company, my manager dont do that.. (Kns) ... and i hesitated then he repeat again.. as his personal assistant/ secretary, i was thinking, 'ahhh, i should go!'.. so i say ok.. Then i called up my friend and inform him not to come to fetch me for lunch already..

My boss bring us to Thai Village near Taman Jurong and he spend $600+ for just a lunch.. Of course there is also 10pax la.. haha!! But i guess its cheap for him la.. lol.. After calculated, its roughly $60/pax.. We have shark fin and abalone too! Anyway, i appreciate this lunch because its kinda social meal for me.. where you sit with suppliers and your boss and chat like someone professional. Looking forward for more.. but hopefully not those night club! lol..

*Thanks for the $50 voucher too!*

生命最重要的事

2010-10-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

不是爱情！
而是，每天能不能吃得饱！

Zodiac Characteristic

2010-10-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

Monkey
Nature - Naughty but clever. The Monkey is an intelligent person with good memory. He takes every opportunity to show off his ability. He can also perform his duties.
Fav No - 06, 10, 18, 23, 25, 33, 40

Goat
Nature - Kind-hearted and artistic. The Goat is elegant and charming. He is much stronger than he looks. He loves his family. He is creative and responsible, but needs to take initiative.
Fav No - 13, 14, 18, 25, 26, 38, 40

Rooster
Nature - Outspoken and high profile. The Rooster does not trust any one but he is ready to give advice and support others. He pays much attention to his out-look.
Fav No - 01, 12, 16, 25, 26, 38, 39

Horse
Nature - Optimistic and a good leader. He always works in his own way and seldom accept the opinion of others. He is good at managing his money but not his love affairs.
Fav No - 16, 18, 20, 25, 29, 40, 44

Dog
Nature - Frank but pessimistic. The Dog is eager to find out the truth. He is faithful, ready to serve others and that is why he can gain respect from others.
Fav No - 15, 16, 17, 20, 23, 39, 42

Snake
Nature - Attractive and romantic. He is equipped with exceptional judgement and is conscientious. He is always well groomed.
Fav No - 11, 12, 22, 23, 33, 36, 39

Pig
Nature - Fair but materialistic. The Pig is brave, thoughtful, polite, considerate and helpful. He is also reliable and thus makes a lot of friends from different area. His diligence and hardwork pave the way for his great success.
Fav No - 03, 15, 20, 23, 38, 40, 41

Dragon
Nature - Confident and idealistic. Dragon is a symbol of luck, virtue, peace and long-life. He will do everything to make his dreams come true. He is also passionate, brave and generous.
Fav No - 03, 10, 25, 30, 33, 40, 43

Rat
Nature - Emotional and opportunistic. The Rat is clever, sensitive and always cares for his lover. He is ready to face challenges. And he will try his best to work it out.
Fav No - 05, 09, 18, 22, 30, 33, 45

Rabbit
Nature - Honest and elegant. He is well received by others but may at times causes envy. He is particularly able in design and creative work.
Fav No - 06, 15, 18, 24, 28, 34, 37

Ox
Nature - Powerful and faithful. The Ox is a man of good leadership. He also has a positive attitude towards his work and cares about his family.
Fav No - 05, 07, 11, 23, 24, 33, 35

Tiger
Nature - Independent and optimistic. He is well organized and often works alone. He is lucky and will enjoy success but refrain from being too self-centred.
Fav No - 08, 12, 20, 28 , 30, 33, 40

Almost Nobody

2010-10-15T08:10:00.001+08:00

Today its Friday! Again~ But is this a wonderful day for me? Both my boss and manager is not around, one on leave another one on course. 1 of 3 salesman is on leave as well. Sigh.. and me, i got nothing to do right now.. OMG!! This is not the thing i want.. What should i do?? Haizz...

I dont belong to my salesman

2010-10-14T11:08:00.001+08:00

One of the manager told me that "Not everyone can ask you to do things. You only can do things for me and your boss." He was talking about the new guy who just work here for 6 months like that. When i just came in, he already ask me to help him fax the quotation while the other salesman never even ask me to do so. By right, all quotation must be submit to customer by hand, and not fax! I dont know why is he doing this. Anyway, i helped him once.. but later on with the attitude he is giving me like i am his maid and the way he talk is never polite.. so since then, i just leave it there.. and i never went to his table to check whether there is quotation to fax.. When he came back, he will ask - "Yuki, you fax these quotation already?" I replied No! One word, sweet and simple huh! hahaa.. I told the manager that my boss is giving me alot of work and i dont really have time to fax his quotation.. and he agreed!! He asked me not to care about him, let him do his own work!! This manager is a long service staff.. work here for 40 years already! So , he is very old already.. 60+.. can be my ah kong.. so i treat him quite good cos he speak quite soft and slow.. hahaha!! The advice i love to hear from him is "Nobody can ask you to work for them - asking me not to do other people's work! hahahaa"..

Fakers are Masked

2010-10-12T16:45:00.001+08:00

you thought you has make friends with someone alot senior than you and you thought there will be no 'politics' exist. Oh God, i was truly fucking wrong! The old lady that i befriended with was actually bad mouth about me.. sigh.. its true, human are hard to be when you think everyone can be pleased! OK, i guess from now onwards, i shouldn't be so friendly and i should just live in my own world?? Sigh.. no i cant do that.. i am still very new in this company and there is lots more to learn.. and i dont want any enemy here! Ok, just forget about her! Maybe she is not the only this 'kind' of people here!

Talking about my job.. i now started to feel that my pay must be way too low and no wonder he hired me! My work load is getting more and more!! *I didnt meant that i shouldnt be doing anything here! but its because i know the basic pay that an executive should get! sigh!!! I also hope that i will work long here!! Anyway i think this is what people say human grows greedy very fast!! Hmmmm... Let nature takes it course!

Another so called knowledge i will have here is that i will be able to master Powerpoint and Alibaba website.. because i need to monitor the website.. sounds quite stupid!! I am now a Personal Assistant of my boss, Coordinator to my salesman, and a so called half Programmer to the website! (Just upload and delete photos and update some info - this is what i know so far)... I am all 'man'.. BSBH...Bao Sua Bao Hai!

Trust and Time

2010-10-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

Its all just the matters of time. An accountant is hesitating to pass me the cash that belongs to my boss's claim because i am new and so she asked me to ask for my boss's opinion. Disappointed that my boss said he will get the cash his own. Is this mean he dont trust me or i am too new here and thats why its consider normal for human to react so or he need to discuss something with the accountant?? Well, good also if like that, i dont have to walk over so far to get the cash for him.. Let him get his own! We'll just wait and see ...

Dear

2010-10-11T12:01:00.000+08:00

so far as i know, "Dear" should be address to someone close to us and this could be our dearest family or partners. Since when some not close colleague are using that to call someone? Hmmm.. or maybe this is due to different culture? hmmm.. Basically i dont feel comfortable for people to address me this way.. Arrggghhh.. This Sales Manager ask me for lunch and all the while i think he is a kind person.. but today i will be going out with my ex colleague.. so when this manager smsed me and ask me for lunch i told him that i cant make it as i am going out with ex colleague.. then he replied 'enjoy my lunch'.. so as a gesture of manners, i replied, you too with a smiley.. because he aged 50++ so i just consider him as one of my uncle. Then he replied - miss you.. !! Walao damn it!! I think too much or he smsed too much?? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

错的人 - Elva

2010-10-09T13:35:00.002+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分

但我相信有点可能

要认识自己就要见多一点人。。在茫茫人海中，你一定会看见自己到底是什么样的人

2010-10-08T19:39:00.001+08:00

Another Fortune Teller

2010-10-08T18:50:00.001+08:00

One of my colleague, he have family history of fortune teller. His grandfather is a fortune teller. and he say so far, what he predict and said has all been a fact. No wonder he told me few days ago that the first thing to see on girls are the way they walk.. Now i get what he meant. The style you walk can determine what kind of person you are. He did not telling me straight to the point. He hint me the answer.

He say, the first day you came for interview, alot of people are watching you from upstairs and everyone is curious to see you when you are here. I see the way you walk, its very beautiful and i asked the others to look.

I feel it quite weird so i asked him how and why? LOL.. so he gave me an example: a big boat and a small boat. When the boat want to park by the side, the small boat will just speed up and park while the big one have to go slowly and float in to park.. Then he say, next time i video the way you walk and you see. I was laughing and awkwardly told him that there are people who say when i walk, i was like dancing - goyang goyang.. hahah!! Is that what you mean like a big boat? Then he say yes.. girls who walk like this are nice girl, kind and if there is any problems that annoys me, i can let it go after few days, i wont keep problems in mind and heart. If i am married, i will bring fortune and good luck to my husband.

Then he look at my hand as i was rubbing away all the pen inks that i wrote this afternoon. He say my career is good now but MAYBE after marriage, there will be some personal problem or etc that will affect my career.. So i might stop for few years but will continue work after that. He say i am very good at saving money, and i know how to spend too! and i will earn more money than my husband and be a good wife and treat him very good. I wont depend on my husband because i depend on myself. And no matter where i go with my husband, people will respect me and look high on me! haha.. no wonder he always say he 欣赏me..

From my look, and overall body gesture, he say i will not harm anyone and love to take high risk. He even say that after few words with me, he also know what i am thinking about. LOL. Then he say 2 more years can marry. *I dont know is a hint or he just joke for this marriage thing* then i say impossible la, we dont have any savings yet. Hmmmm...

Anyway he said that people with moles on top of their lips is not good.. because all luck will be blow away. and moles on bottom of lips will become people's step mother. he said big moles.. how big i dont know. LOL.. this is just for my info.. *I dont have moles on my lips*

Actually he havent finished tell me everything.. because i have a high forehead.. i oso havent ask him.. lol.. he got high forehead too.. and bald.. and now he is a rich man but very humble and friendly.

You are beautiful

2010-10-08T14:01:00.001+08:00

Not to show off or anything here, but i am telling myself now that if people keep repeating the same thing especially when they say you are beautiful no matter in what situation, i DEFINITELY think that is fake! lol.. i have this manager who keep saying that people are looking at me whenever i go out for lunch with him.. I wonder if there is no other topic to talk about other than keep saying like - the man keep on looking at you but did not park the car properly... the man drive like woman, you see he is looking at you through the side mirror! or worst, whaaa, you see, everyone are looking at you. It makes me proud. SWEAT!!

I am getting so tired listening this 'lame' jokes.. well, i guess i got bored easily when the same thing keep repeating! Hope no more such jokes.. ZzZ! Sometimes i find it hard to understand human.. friendly one and the cool one.. Anyway i am still observing what kind of person is this manager.. because although he is super friendly, a married man, generous - always treat me lunch, talkative... but he sounds very weird! Hmmm...

How Long will you love me?

2010-10-08T11:15:00.000+08:00

so far, i think MM Lee's stories have touched many's heart. At the age of 80+, he and his wife, Ms Kwa, are still loving and devoted to each other. I honestly thought true love will not exist because people keep complaining how not good is their partners and that their feeling for each other have gone. Nothing will be gone. As long as you love someone, you will try to improve the relationship and strengthen your bonding.

MM Lee is tremendously sad for the death of his beloved wife and from the way he say goodbye to Ms Kwa, that part makes most of human cried, right? I did.. and not only once.! Sigh..

For me, i felt that they appreciate each other very much..MM Lee is Singapore first PM, and he must be a very busy man. But people can still have such a wonderful partner and family, they indeed are blessed!

Compared to the normal people like us.. Why dont we cherish and appreciate each other companion, give up the egoistic and learn to live ... instead of arguing over some stupid thing.. i admit that human sometimes will turn abit nonsense even myself.. lol..most important thing, both have to be honest in a relationship and never lie.. like an advice given to me by someone: she said, dont ever tolerate your bf, learn how to accept, being it with his attitude or whatsoever..because you might be able to tolerate now.. but all these will turn into disaster when both are married.. Very true!

With MM Lee's story, i bet many people will ask their partners: Will you love me like how Mr & Mrs Lee love each other - till the end of life? Thats why i said, being an all time supporter is not an easy job.. A supporter must have patience, determination and faith..

MM Lee is not really well-liked by Ms Kwa family because he dont have a stable job that time.. but they both overcome all barrier.. I really respect them!

Last night, while me and my bf were watching the last journey of Mrs Lee in youtube, out of sudden, my bf asked me if i will love him like them.. *actually i was thinking of the same question, but a day earlier, but i did not ask... *

Full Article of MM Lee's speech